Cheryl(:

yeah...
after months and more than a year of hard work, sweat and of course blood and tears,
we achieved a gold.

dont bother congratulating me.
cause i aint happy at all...

we really really did very very well!
zls was really really proud and very happy!
all the instructors of the sections were very pleased.
and said we did the best performance aft practices time and again.
zls even said that we had a 85% chance of attaining a gold with honours and said we were perfect with no mistakes.
we were on beat, we were in tune, we were focused and very very passionate.
we were very very hyper and happy aft the performance, hugging here and there, crying.

but as the results were announced, we didnt cheer at all..
other schools attaining gold or even silver cheered their lungs and hearts out.
but we just clapped...
and the scene aft that was ...

even all the SCO members that are not coaching us at all said we'll get GWH.
our hopes and goals were set so high.
and i think we all tasted the feeling of qi wang yue da, shi wang yue da.
i was really controlling my emotions so so hard.
taking deep breaths, telling myself not to cry
but it all just came out when zls came over and talk to the few of us.
" 在我心目中，你们是一个荣誉金的乐团."
and he was still very proud and happy.
that time, i couldnt take it anymore and teared.
and on the bus journey back, emotions just couldnt be controlled.
and i was crying so so badly..
tears just kept falling and falling.

some of you may think..
GOLD WHAT! cry for what?!
but, its the thing we aimed for, the thing we really really really wanted.
we really did very well.
i really dont know why...
maybe like what zls said, its not the judge's cup of tea...

no one expected temasek to get gold with honours..
every SCO instructors thought we were the ones who would get it...

during the briefing back in school,
it was worse.
i see jessie crying, i cant controll myself too...
it was really.... idk.

now seniors keep telling my batch,
to work extra extra hard and to get that gwh next next yr...

it really wasnt as easy as we thought, i guess...

idk what to say alr.
i just keep crying idk why...
i lost all my mood to study for mid years alr..
i think it was a really great blow..

di yi da ai : ai hua yue.
di er da ai: ai yue qi.
di san da ai : ai da jia.
di si da ai : ai zls.

if you dont understand...
1) zls = zheng lao shi, my orchestra conductor.
2) SCO = Singapore Chinese Orchestra.

if you wanna know other school's results...
http://www.chinese-orchestra.com/