Cheryl(:

i have the character & attitude of my father.
and the look and body of my mother.
and im trying to change all of these.

so, mid yrs are approaching and i;ll have to brush up with my eng right?
so, i;ll begin in this blog post! HAHAH

my whole body is aching so so badly from my back, to my stomach muscles, to my thighs, all thanks to NAPFA yesterday.
i cant laugh much cause my stomach will hurt realll badly ):
and sad to say, i could have actually attained my goal, silver. but all because of SBJ, i can only get a bronze. but on the other hand, happy to say, i;ve gotten an A for all of the other 4 items!

and, i have been working for my tuition teacher...
to mark worksheets / corrections done by her students...
and i pondered, whether teaching was really what i wanted to do in future.
cause, it was really tiring...
you'll have to cringe your eyes and try to make out what they are writing, even for mundane things like NUMBERS!
sigh, i;ll think about that after my mid year.

talking abt mid yrs,
english is my archilies heel and i still cant do anything to improve it.
maths is, tiring! i just cant think big! i know the formulas but i always worry myself for nothing!
history is, memorising, memorising and more memorising, which is cramping up my brain.
chinese is, i dont know.. luck, i guess. cause its from the A* to the B4. we'll see how it goes.
science is, facts, boring ones in fact.

so i'll have to conquer these 5 subjects over the next few days and im really wishing best of luck to myself cause, sad to announce, i am grabbing buddha's leg at the last minute.
ling shi bao fo jiao. understand?
and, i'll share my luck with all of you, GOOD LUCK!

and, i found the negative point of being good in studies.
that is, that you;ll give yourself more stress.
cause all you think of is that people will beat you and you'll score poorer than those that you used to beat and so on so forth.
so, its additional unecessary stress.
and the feeling is also really really strong...
so, its freaky and all.
soooo, i dont wanna score so well alr!

replies :
- joyce : haha, no need, i failed it already.
- daomin : haha, no la crazy! you always think too much leh you!

goodbye!