WHY?? WHY??

i just dont understand. u all made the group, made the pictures, i tolerate and forgave. i didnt do anything to u all... why???

u all didnt let me go home and pushed me to the corner and start asking me all the questions that i don wanna answer. but u all just wont let me go if i dont say anything... what are u all ??? BIG BULLIES?

if i don tell u, it means that i don wanna. why force me???

why do those stupid things and get me into trouble???

i tore the paper... u all are so despo to pick it up and got stick it back altogether. whats all ur freaking problems??? so despo.

its my problem. u care so much for what?

u all draw stupid things and give me. u all do stupid things and harmed me. u all made me so angry that i had to tell u off and made this whole friendship all broken.

u all made me cry. u all made me sad. i really dont understand. is it that fun to make fun and sabo people?

i gave up explaining but u all just thought i didnt say anything cos it was true. but puh-lease! its ur own thinking. its no use explaining to u all.

forget it.

okay. i just had my jab at nine plus in the morning. i was freaking freaked out and i was so scared so i cried lor. :X hahas. but it was really pain lehhs. now damn pain ah... bathing also got prob. hahas. some people cried while some didnt... then, as i mentioned, the medicine was disgusting. damn bitter. drink already i felt like vomitting and it made me feel so sleepy...*yawn*

i got back my science paper today!yay! i improved alot this time round during the prelims. wahahas. now i must try to beat joyce! wahahahas. anyways, my hand very pain le...

buhbyes.

hmms.
hellos.

hahas. got back my eng, maths and chinese results. not gonna say how much lahs. quite low :X. hahas. but im damn happy with my maths! yay me. chinese... mantained the standard...eng...one word...EEYER! hahas. havent get back science. ther wasnt time... then today mrs goh went to the science centre with some P5s so we didnt have classes. then she just left a maths paper for us to do and left. BUHBYE. so we had a few tchrs coming to take reliefs. then ar, there was a pouring rain. me, sitting right at the corner, next to the door, was all wet! then it was very cooling mahs. so i nvr go and close the doors... hahas. so i was all wet and cold.when i came back after chinese period, my table was damn wet. EWWE. haix. i just left to let the water evapourate. hahas.

Rama says she wants to go ANTI-GUY. believe?? hahas. i dunno. she says she wants to concentrate on PSLE. so guai... hahas.

tmr injection! ahhhhhh. im freaking scared. 6 hope had theirs today. then they say it was alright... except that the medicine they had to drink was damn bitter. and i tell u, i rmbred the time i drank it during Primary 1. i can still rmb the taste. damn yuckky. i asked clara and another cute girl who had their jabs whether it was pain. and they say it didnt. hahas. i very scared i will cry tmr. haha.i just hate the feeling.

anyways,
i wanna go study. hahas.

BUHBYES

phew... my cousins just left... hahas. can type in peace now...
u know... boys... so irritating... then they make me laugh until my stomach pain.hahahs.

dunno what day is it today but my grandmother cooked alot of food and alot of relatives came...

came back frm malaysia today also... so sian.

ok... so... tmr got SS and HE prelim! but i totally forgotten abt it.. shit... then ting fang came and ask me then i rmb... but now i rmb le i also not studying. hahas. good luck to me bahs. then i found out that my dear niece, amanda, also nvr learn... so nvm de la. hahas.just gave amanda the ans for the chinese paper... hahas. well... after laughing and playing just now, kinda tired le... mayb will just flip some pages of the SS textbook then sleep bahs. goodnights.

hmms.

Okay Okay. i've heard that this blogskin is quite hard to see the links and the credits and so and so. actually just move ur mouse over it lah. but nvm. i understand. hahas. i will try to change it asap okays? im freaking lazy. :P

woah! today is damn freaking fun. the rest of 6 charity except 14 of us, had their higher mother tongue paper. so 14 of us went to the AVA room. then we were playing untill so fun! hahas. first, we played chariots. <
Poof! prelims are over. actually not really. next week got Social Studies and Health Ed. yea. it practically sucks man. hmms... next week would be interesting. mon day don needa stayback! say "yay!" hahas. ok. tuesday gotta stay back. yea... boo. then wed... ok... wednesday got injection!!! ahhhhh!!! damn scared. we are trying to take photos when some people are jabbed. hahas. see if we can. then... after injection got NE Quiz. the people who have done says its quite hard. BOO! and they say if u fail that, u wont be able to go to secondary school. =.="

hmms. got back english prelim results. overall still okay. er... quite happy with some sections and quite sad with some sections.

anyway, its late. i wanna sleep le.
goodnight

hahas...damn full... i just ate my dinner... then saw so many people that i know there... hahas...

tomorrow is prelim english... yucks... exams... argh... good luck to me bahs.. stupid exam... i will try my best lor... then tomorrow got english composition also... stupid... later have to memorise the good phrases... eeyer... stupid thing that wastes my brain space... but have to...

since prelims are coming, i may not come and blog often these few days... so... mayb i will change the skin later if i have time lor... okays??

buhbyes

woots!

i didnt blog for a few days le... quite tired... woah... i proudly announce: PSLE oral is OVER!!! yay us! hahas... eh.. its stressful okay... quite confident in english but not as confident in chinese...blahh... well... its over...

next week is prelims... so sian. i havent really study so i hafta during this weekend... arghh... now i see books, i wanna sleep... hahas... sad case... so tired. well.. i will just force myself lor...

just now went to the moe website and see all the agg. scores for the secondary schools i aiming for and wanna go to... wahh... see already i wanna "peng san". so high... argh.. scared scared. so sian la... damn it... hahas.. we will see about that when the time comes bah... hahas...

audition is down lately. only can play free. OH! i tell u arhs... i dunno why but i one day need to take 3 license! hahas... so now i think i level 8 or 9. Hahahas...! yeah... but i miss 'entry' then now can only go 'novice'...gr...

anyways. wanna go rest den study le...
buhbyes! loves loves

...(: HELLOS!

hahas...damn full...just ate my dinner and some junks...hahas...thats what im best at mah...
went to amk hub with geena today. buy the compo guide book... then went to shop shop lor!(: ... bought soft shell crab handroll...damn shiok! hahas...then got durian pancake...wahhh... think of it now makes me so happy...hahas...

well...then i found out something today. one good news one bad...haix...i really donno what to do le la...forget it... anyways, i wanna go watch tv... buhbyes

forget it. im in no mood to blog. sry...

hellos...

woots...damn bloody pissed!
its freaking noisy again due to some stupid dinner...
brr...and today, after school, joyce pek, iris wee, amanda ang, rachael ramachandran, cherisse peterson, came and talk to me in our class. so there were no lights on, no fans on, nothing. but we were having fun lah...hahas...then suddenly dunno who, one of these idiots, said to make a grp on friendster abt me and ... ! WT *toot*! omg lah... and after tution, i came home, iris called me and tell me. then i go and see and they really did that! what the hell! omg... all of u are so dead tmr man... arghhh!...well done friends, gr!stupid lah!
anyways, gotta write in iris's profile book...haha...quite lazy lah but she say MUST give her TMR...fine fine...

buhbye.

HYPER! (: WOOTS!

woots!

hahas...just went for dinner and im damn full... hafta do sit-ups later...hahas...yea.. im fat okays...hahahas...
its damn bloody noisy here...theres the stupid ge-tai. so noisy... and practically all the singing are so freaking horrible...brrr *shivers*. this is what rama would call : "typical!" hahas... at 12am the gates are gonna open and its the seventh month in the lunar calendar...! so there will be all the ghosts arnd us for one month! olalala... lets go party! woots... okay im super hyper...haha... but its kinda scary too... imagine the ghosts next to you! hahas...
haix... im damn busy with all the freaking homework...stupid... so many! then stilll have to do tuition one... sian... lets burn midnight oil today! yay! hahas... im thinking all the maths thinking untill wanna explode! "BOMB!" whoohoo... my brain exploded... okay... no more nonsense...
ARGH... im so stick to audition im tempted to play now but cannot... mayb later, pherhaps...hahas...
anyway... i wanna get back to my work now... later if i got time then change the blogskin bahs!

buhbye people! muacks...

well...just changed blogskin...

joyce, better now? its simple lah but lazy to choose le...haha

so...so many things happened...my family is gonna break...nvm that...we'll just live day by day.

can you be by my side now and help me overcome these problems please?

to _______ : the damn bloody asshole that ever makes everyone is so pissed...nonsencical...evrything also want your way...fine! idiotic...

to ________: youre angry with me, i dunno why. all i know is that this aint working...please.dont leave me all alone. i will only hate you more.

argh... all these things just keep happening and happening... cant even study properly...who cares la... fail den fail...forget it...

well...

tired...went for a sleepover yesterday at my sister's friend's house...hahas...cos i was alone at home and i was quite scared...then i went over lor...watch movie... watch watch watch...then we went to bed lahs... and dunno why, sleep on her bed very shiok! i had a nightmare then i woke up...then i went back to bed and had a very nice dream...damn sweet lahs...and that was enough to make up for the nightmare...i woke up so happily, think of the dream i just had... WAHH!!! how i wosh that dream really came true...it was really sweet okay...then we woke at arnd 12++ ...went to eat at macdonalds and talk talk talk ...hahas...then i had to rush home to get ready for tuition...had oral exam during tuition...i was first okays...not bad right? hahas...jkjk...but i really got first!...then here i am...at home...as usual...so bored... if only i could........nvr mind...

BOREDBOREDBORED!!!

someone talk to me...
bored bored...
nth to do...
no one at home...
all alone...

everyone is having fun except me...what a bloody national day...i wanna go out!!! im not in the mood to do my homework ... just damn bloody pissed! ... when will u ever call me?? im sick and tired of waiting alr... just piss off and take that nth has happened!

whoosh...five more minutes to sister's birthday...well..her friends suddenly came and gave her a surprise visit...hahas...then it was also time for my hamsters to be taken away...now im left with none...sob...i cant bear to give them away...damn it...im just crying over it now...can someone be by my side now?

hmms...whoohoo!

tmr...
- national day!
- sister's birthday
- kit ju's father's birthday
- NO SCHOOL!!!

yayyer!... but ALOT ALOT of homework...sian!

wells...today national day celebration...went to school later than usual...cos no school...just go ther for my last national day celebration in OLGC and to see see look look...hahas...then i went to change out of my school uniform...then went for assembly...beatrice, kit ju and several other girls were marching in their blazer...so cute...den beatrice shout so funny...hahahahas...as usual, her voice so low...then had to do the stupid song thinggy with my adopted sisters...so stupid...eh but at least i created a song in 15 minutes time using the tune of "twinkle twiinkle little star"... good enough...(: then we sang and sang...so fun! dance dance then saw mrs goh dancing...so cute...like one roly-poly dancing liddat...we were laughing behind...then 6 charity did their '6 charity kallang wave'...hahas...but it died in the end...FAILURE! then joyce and rama went to sing their song... i was asked to but as usual, shy...and i got stage fright okays! whenever im on the stage, i'll shiver...even when im collecting my prize...hahas...

then went to AMK hub with kit ju... went to have our lunch at pepper lunch...so shiok... haha...but kit ju should find it even more shiok cos i paid for her okay...so she ate for FREE! whoohoo...haha...she was a poor bloke recently mahs...then very unluckily, i saw my sis there...BOOOOO! hate her...but who cares about her right? hmms...then came home while kit ju went to jack's place with her mother and her mother's friends... tell her so extra le she don listen...hahas... nvm her...then came back...talk talk to amanda, sarah, germaine...(:
whoosh...tired man...yesterday watched tv with my sis untill quite late...den came in the room she couldnt sleep and keep on talking to me when i wanna sleep wanna sleep...so stupid...thats why i woke up late today lor...then the show so touching...we cried and cried...hahaha...but it was sweet ok...lol...anyways, gonna go sleep...tireds... *yawn*...buhbyes(:

chinese oral was OKAY! yay...prelim orals are over...now the nxt one is PSLE oral..boo...tmr national day celebration...may not go...yay...then mrs goh gave so much homework to do...sian...oh and today, before i go for my chinese oral, miss yang asked me to take care of the primary one girls and teach them if they dunno...then they so cute...one one come up and ask : " jie jie, can u teach me how to do? " and then when i've told them, they will end with a "xie xie" ...haha...so cute!!!...but it didnt last very long and i had to go for my chinese oral...then i kept blabbering and blabbering everything...i was so scared...hahas...cos it was miss yang and i had that 'presure' on me...haha...but whats done is done...just do well for my PSLE one...

hellos...

hmms...just got home...tired...very tired...the damn supplementry that makes everyone wanna sleep and it was just a waste of time...stupid...well...just got back my science...haha...just as i expected! then...later got tuition...LAZY!...tuition still got a maths test...i didnt study...haha...good luck to me lors... well prelim english oral was quite okay... manageable...i just atlk talk and still talk but thats what u are suppose to do during a oral right? haha...the the damn bloody made me so cold...shivering...haha...afterall, quite okay...then, i managed to see the picture for the chinese oral...yay me then i prepared and did everything but damn it...mine is tmr...argh...efforts down the drain...stupid... and my oral tchr is supposed to be the damn bloody sheep but luckily, cos im under her class, she is not taking me oral...its miss yang! yay yay! but its very very stressful for me okay...nvm that...haix...gtg prepare for tuiton...

buhbyes!
LOVES,
me!(:

hmms...really bored...oh...i just changed the skin ALL BY MYSELf! yay me! hahas...but theres smth wrong but who cares!...lol...im bored bored bored!!!...hahas...oral prelim tmr...scared...hahas...good luck to me lor...gonna sleep...goodnights...

4/8/07 (:

hellos...
hmms...went to orchard with kit ju yesterday...we went to buy charcoal for our art...then we went sushi tei to eat...yumyum...but the price was also very "good"...haha...but we split into half so still okay...oh unfortunately, we didnt take any pictures...then i had to go for my tuition...sad...well...tuition was fun...hahas...cos there were 2 jokers there...and we got back the maths test results...i was second! but the marks still werent good lah...haha...
well...i went to chinatown today...i was forced to go to some weird place to pray for my exams and everything...supersticous...yeah...then the lady said something that was soo true...i was freaked out...haix...i really dont know what to do...then she says i will be very good (as in rich or whatever) when i am 28-30 years old...haha...16 years...slowly wait and see bah...and im so hooked on the ping pong song...haha...manda, your fault la...send me...ahahaha..jkjk ...haix...i must go back to the books now...oh, amanda, i love you lots too!

-waiting to go sentosa-...
buhbyes

hmms...i got back my maths results today...damnass careless...sob...agrhh...i was damn andry with myself...then my chinese was quite alright...english...the damn bloody mrs goh didnt wanna give me my marks...what is the prob with her man...then the damn bloddy science paper was damn hard...think until wanna die...who cares!haix...then hope class went to the science centre...but we still had to stay back and end up doing a zuo wen...stupid...i havent finish mine...hahas...hmms...i gotta do my art le...buhbyes! (:

1/8/07 (:

well...chinese exam is alright today...managable... but the damn bloody sheep cut abt 15 minutes our time but luckily i finished everything... haha...there wasnt much work to do today in school...yay! oh and alison is back! yipee!! good to have her back...and damn iris gave me a present...a very belated birthday present...not telling what that is... :P oh and i made a poem!hahas...hmms...science tmr...sian...oh talking about science, here are the pictures taken yesterday...



the five ''cool scientists



me and kit ju




yeah...us...