First Day of Chinese New Year...



wanyi!!! your junior!!! HAHAHAH but a much cuter and sweeter one!!!
(if you see the link of you & her... quite obvious uh)


















nope, no new clothes were worn,
nope, no new shoes were worn...
not make up, nothing.
i was just wearing some unknown t-shirt, collecting red packets with ringgit in it...
ah, it was plain boringgg...

anddd, after this 15 days of CNY, i opened every enclosed packet and counted all the notes.
so, total with the 3 huge angpaos from dad,mum and grandma, i got a total of SGD 520!
its super little, compared to the prev yrs but ohwell, i mentioned this cause of the number...
$520... if you know the meaning...


sigh, im tired..
tired of everything..
im so tired physically metally emotionally psychologically.
ohwell, at least im glad i just did something...
it totally takes away the load of my chest...
though things will not resume as per norm so soon...
but... i think.. time heals, whether there'll be a scar or not.

okay, off to... find something to do.
byebye!

a reunion dinner, yes, thats what i'll call it, was held at jaslyn & erman's house ytd.
all of us sat down, on 1 table, eating, talking, laughing.
it felt... great.
things just didnt go as right after that.
msgs were sent, i was speechless, and i really began to felt like the whole world was spinning around me..
so i cabbed home and fell asleep immediately.
-the end-

party A tells me about party B
party B tells me about party A
people do things i tell them not to
im stuck between everything
people wanna tell me things
but time and exams forbid everything
the cold war is still on
i want everything to be fine
but nothing seems to be going my way
its like im the cloth on the rope of a tug-of-war game
im stretched here and there
i will do what i deem is right
as long as i dont hurt any party
i will not not go with 1 party just cause the other doesnt like it
its bullshit
i will manage everything well.
i guess...
theres alot of misunderstandings i think
i have so much going on
i had eng and chinese commontest today
both kinda sucked
i did not had enough time for eng
i hope and wish mrs ng will understand what i wrote / cancelled
i hope my chinese will not achieve some shitty b4 and below
i did 4hrs non-stop Amaths
i have Emaths Commontest tmr
i have SS Commontest tmr
i havent studied for any of the tests tmr
i have Amaths on Wed
im not gonna do well for amaths
my whole room smells like burnt incense paper
my bag smells like burnt incense paper
my pillow is stained with smudged burnt incense paper
thats what you get when you sleep near the window
and apparently i just shifted my room
and my bed is super near the window
and yadah yadah
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am not going to think so much
im gonna make honey and study emaths and ss

bye.

making popo cry and wail is the most inhumane thing i can do...
guilt ):

studied at drive thru ytd alone.
then some guys came along.
jaslyn came along.
2 more guys came along.
began to keep talking and all, totally lost my focus.
but i still managed to do some things k!
then one very amazing person whom i forgot who,
suggested a brilliant plan!
hehe,
went to jf's house and was FORCED to take 2 oranges to bainian with his mum.
tsktsktsk.
movied, homed.

aweeesomeee!

okay! i've to chiong out my tuition hw now cause i have tuition laterr.
and then go to my cousin's baby's first month shower plus at the same time collect more angpaos.
ah, cny is getting betterr :D
(thats w/o the the commontest next week which i still plan to fail badly.)

lets all pray for someone huh!
good luck! everything will be fine (:
dont forget what you promised me!!!

bee-u-tee-fool lights that bombs in the sky...
caught on the first few moments when entering the tigger year...
no zoom was used while capturing! it was practically right before me...
ayyye, spectacular...


the more i think about it, the more im ashamed of myself. what i've done afew years ago was such a crazy, immature, stupid mistake. sigh, thinking back, its nothing but a scandalous truth... i must never ever repeat that dumbass decision again cause the guilt and shame follows you for quite afew years... ayyee, embarrassing...

Happy Lunar New Year!

i'll be going in malaysia tonight and wont be out until chu yi.

hence, wishing everyone a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR here!
may all get loaddds of angpaos with loadsss of cash! (:


also, wishing all my little children,
a HAPPY VALENTINES darlings!

and, wherever you are, hurry clap for me!
cause im learning 9 Chinese New Year songs in 2 days and i'll have to perform on CHU ER in some rich man's housee!
and, mrs doris lim and almost everyone else will be there watching!
im so gonna screw it up ):

byebyebye

happy chinese new year,
happy and sweet valentines to all!

i was so so excited for today...
but it seems like i was excited for nothing.
so apparently i brought the $15o that i was given to buy my CNY clothes,
along with around $200 of my own savings incase i wanted more and there was not enough.
but it seems like i came back empty handed):

im so pissed off right now.
i shopped around the whole of FEP at least thrice, went to ion, then wisma.
walked for at least 5 damn hours
but nth caught my eyes at all!
how pathetic can i be seriously.
i have NOTHING at all to wear on CNY
FML FML FML
the thought of it just makes me wanna cry so so much.
i feel so effing pathetic.

whatsmore i have no time at all this whole week to go shopping!
- i have CCA everyday from mon to thurs
(which reminds me, YOU GUYS BETTER NOT BLINK AT ALL DURING THE WHOLE OF CO'S PERFORMANCE ON FRI CAUSE WE SPENT ALOT OF TIME ON IT! thou the performance can be quite lame...)
- i have tuition on mon straight aft CO.
- work on wed
- facial on thurs
- reunion dinner on fri, then rushing in to malaysia.
by then, i have not a single time avail for shopping.

im so so so so so so sad.
):

bye.

RAH RAH RAH AH AH, RAMA RA MA MA'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISEEE!
27 JANUARY 2010.
AMK AVE ___, UNDER BLOCK ____

While waiting for the main character's arrival...







haha, what a nice picture!



quarrelled???






i poke your mole i tell you!

rah rah's special one-in-a-million cake! :D


siao zha bor...


she damn chio hor? (;



then she finally arrives after 1234567890 years...


fist, shes welcomed by the spraying of some wheat cream (:


awww, she teared!!! (;









the birthday girl and her very special birthday cake! (:





MONSTERRR!


so poorthing, the cake...

heeeheee, chun so cutee!



syuhrah you like chio ah..
you should consider about looking like this everyday... seriously (:


so cute

so cute

kiam pa! act one cool one...HAHAHA


chiobu.



yijie sooo cuteee! HAHAHA









glad you enjoyed it missy! (:

ayyye, these celebrations makes me so excited for may!
hopefully by then things has changed.
and i can celebrate it my way, with all the people i want (:

P/S : i just found out that zls, my CO's overall conductor's birthday is on 24may, 1 day after mine! howw coool!!! :D