just some random pictures from SYF 2009. those were the times i was still a novice player, where i had seniors who had superbly good cello skills covering all my lousy skills. it was just like the chinese saying "hun shui mo yu" for me. now its totally different. in around 2 more days time, its the SYF again. this time, there are no longer any seniors to help me. its me. we will be wearing the same costume, performing at the same stage, with the same conductor. just this time round, the 80 people are no longer the same as before. this new batch of 2011, will be performing the set piece 'zheng (journey)'and the chosen piece 'dong' on the 20th of April, Wednesday, at 11.10am. please lend us all your luck on that day for just a mere 15mins or so. we would appreciate it. MFCO, lets do our best. Gold With Honours, hopefully. (:

fun is over, thou i didnt have any fun at all this weekend...

the routine begins again. me is tired... ):

but we just gotta hang, in, there.

i want to be like the old lady on the left in my seventies, eighties, nineties.

so sweet, so cute...

okay, i know im only 16........................................................................................................................................

I get so sensitive lately, so jealous easily, feel so insecure towards everything. Especially anything that will affect the relationships I have with my friends and loved one. Someone take this heart away and repair it. Place a lock, glue it tightly. Someone take my brain away, stop the hypothalamus from producing these emotional hormones. Someone let me feel secured... That everything Is still mine, everyone won't leave me or even talk about me behind my back whatsoever... Someone, give me a big warm hug right now...