31 March 2009

exactly last week, this day this time, i was watching teeeveee
with the thought in mind that i have yet to pack my camp stuffs for the next day
and the thought that camp, is the next day,
i was superrr sian.
i was still pestering shar to call me and help me while i am gonna pack.

but onee week aft, which is today,
im wishing i can pack a camp bag again, and attend camp again.

the camp mood is not kicking off mannnnn
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ):

soooo,

camp camp camp is all in my mind.
everything leads to camp yaknow???
ayyyye.

and my class is super cute and enthu luh!
aft ea qn mrs ram solve, my class will start cheering

G DOUBLE O B J O B GOODJOB *clap clap* GOODJOB *clap clap*
HAHHAHAH

OMGOMGG

ive got umpteen of books and shows for me to catch!
from movies, to dramas to live series and alll...
omgggg,
so much things to do.. sooo little timee!

urghhh.

heres a mini list kay!
you can just skip it cause its for me to see.

BOOKS
- wishful thinking
- hunted
- marshmallows for breakfast
- goodnight, beautiful
- pretty little liar series
and a few others i cant rmb currently

MOVIES
- confessions of a shopaholic
- paul blart mart cop
- hotel for dogs
- 17 again
and a few others i cant rmb currently

DRAMAS
- gem of life
- yuan lai ai shang zei
- lan qui huo (yes, not finished! HAHA)
and a few others i cant rmb currently

LIVESERIES
the most exciting oneees!
- The Hills season 4!
- The Hills season 5!!!! (coming out idk when!!)
- The City!
- Bromance!
and a few others i cant rmb currently

ohhhmyyygoshhh,
i need my holidays mannn!

cant wait cant wait

nightttts!

29 March 2009

Bloopers the super one * HAH*
bloopers the mighty one *HAH*
bloppers the super, bloopers the mighty, bloopers the number 1 *HAH!*

ohhmmyygoddd.

indulging myself in the aircon room with sweeeet korean strawberries and a facial mask is simply heavenly!
the mask is simply shiok man.
esp aft these few days mannnn.
booooooooooooooooo!

so i still miss camp alot alot.
and i miss joel.
shit, he is a hell of a cute guy la can!
i can still cry when i think of everything,
yeah yeah, stop laughing at me kay!
it just shows im a emotional person.
HAHS!
my eyes were watery when i read shar's blog.
kay, forget it. i bet some of you must be thinking im crazy.

so i went to malaysia ytd ytd, aft being nagged by my mum for half an hour waking me up.
my eyes wwere still half closed from time to time, omg, it was horrible.
so i finally stepped into my dad's car aft a whole long period of squeezing and all.
and went to pontian straight
i was listening to my mp3, thinking abt the camp and i dropped 4 tears, 2 from ea eyes.
ayyyye.

and the moment i stepped into the house, i fell asleep soon aft which was like 12plus
next morning i had to drag myself out of the bed at like 10plus?!?!

"visited" 5 graves in total.
from my great grandfather to great grandmother to my grandfather and mother to my eldest uncle and lastly my cousin's husband.
the sun was scorching hot and the smoke from the burning of joss sticks and incense paper was simply a torture mannn.
but its still a tradition i must follow huh.
but it was still fun...

slept again when i came back.
and at night we drove back to JB.
and shopped @ jusco.
with a budget of 100RM ea, i got myself 2 shirts, a skirt and a sandal.
HAH!
and i still overshot though there were discounts and all.
ayyye, who the hell is caring bout recession mann,
not me, definitely!
oh and the shopping centre switched some lights off during earth hour.
kinda cool uh!

came back out to sg at 12 plus.
reached home at 1 plus and slept again

dragged myself out of bed at 6am today again.
and this time, i had to go visit my grandfather's grave. (maternal)
the same routine... from coloured paper to joss sticks to incense paper.
ayyye.
and aft that went for breakfast cum lunch with cousins.
hah, clowns la them.

so after being under my dear sun for these 5 days...
omg, i grew tanner.
sucks mannnn.
thats why i need a mask now.
a pity i dont have any whitening one.
but its for hydration and whatever one.
HAH!

oh yeah baby!
i found the song which was played during the breakfast in camp.
which was really niceee.
me and shar was wondering whats the title.
and i asked joel for it aft that.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

P.S sssss

1) please dont be the kind of bitch i hate kay.
2) i;ll needa rush my hk dramas later HAHAHA.
3) SYF tryout in SCH next sat! cant wait manxzxzxzx.
4) korea strawberries are really good. get them if you see okay!
5) i miss joel. damn, im crazyy.

omg the song is so so touching la.
i feel like crying again.

27 March 2009

omg, i am so so so so tired now.
my eyelids are super heavy, after all the crying.

so, sec 2 camp 09 came to an end.
boooo, seriously.

Day1.
we arrived at pasir ris park at 8plus and there was alr some trainers standing there welcoming us.
then blah blah blah, we arrived at the main marquee.
which was a tent, with just some mats on the WET grass.
and i was in team 7, section B!
and my trainer is a really really super duper extremely cute guy!
he was like the cutest there la cannn.
TRAINER JOEL! :D
so, aft a very very very long talk by the chief commandant, we went in out groups.
and we named our team BLOOPERS!
dont ask me why..
so, did our flags, ate our first meal : chicken rice! which was really salty and oily.
then we did our low elements.
and at night, there was the night confident challenge.

before i even began the trail, i was alr crying there cause i was really really scared.
then, it was our turn.
me, yz, wanyi and aikkein went in and aft 15 steps like that, i wanna give up alr.
cause it was really dark and scary and my legs were so wobbly.
then joel jumped out in a white cloth and scared me,
and i cried even worse.
then he put his arm around me and urshered me along.
then trainer freeze came and took his position.

so me, being soo scaredycat, making joel come out and walk with me, made him unable to scare the team behind which was shar jf's team.
and because of me, yz and wanyi and ak kept consoling me and the ghost came out to help me, making them not being able to scare them.
so in the end, everyone did not have fun because of me and im so so so sorry...

then we went to bathe.
me wy and shar shared a cubicle and what happened inside is not for you to know :D

supper, and knocked off,

Day 2.
woke up.
breakfast.
then went to do amazing race.
had to run from one end to the other.
it was horrible i tell you!
but we had loadds of fun, completing the tasks and all.
and joel finally told us his schools aft we being rebellious.
HAHS!
then lunch i think.
shit, i cant think properly alr.

then went to do high elements!
and my team had to climb from one log up to another.
it really wasnt as easy as it seemed.
but we had loads of fun, seriously.

and lastly, CAMPFIRE!
2d made a skit but i think the mike wasnt working well so the people cant really understand.
but 2d was having loads of fun i think.
then we sang, cheered...
it was rreally really wonderful, idk how to put it down to words.

then we went for shower, supper and bed!

Day3.
woke up.
breakfast.
then we cleared all the tents...
and sat down.
then wrote the NYAA booklets and all.
and the trainers were giving out so touching speeches.
then i look in the sky, with the soothing music, i couldnt stand it then i cried.
really cried till really bad.
idk, just thinking abt all that happened, i really couldnt bear to leave.
then joel kept looking at me and all, super malu.
but still, it was damn touching.
i was like the worst person luh!
and we ended of with a chicken dance.

took a class picture and we went up the bus.
on the way, i was still crying like hell.
and finally im home.

i stink like hell now but im going to sleep.
i really cant stand it anymore.
and later i have to wake up and leave for malaysia ):
Qingming tmr in Pontian.
super sian.

ayyye.
byeee.
(P.S Joel is so so cute la can? im so gonna dream bout him later :X )

22 March 2009

14 march 09









frogggg!



18 mar 09





20 mar 09

awesome 4!

yes, geena?



she must have said some thing .... to earn that expression of mine.









swweeeet right??!?!


22 mar 09

bondingg

tommy. HAHS!



theres actually 2 people, not 1.

posted as of 22march 4++am.

okayy,
there tonnns of pictures to upload.
from the ones on 12march, 14 march, to 18march, to celest and jaslyn's chalet, to the outing with the awesome 4, to today 1++ am.
hahhahah.
but of course, not all here, but dearie facebook!

so so,

went to RI ytd ytd.
coolio sia.
big like shit.
swiss cottage, victoria school, katong convent, angelican and afew other schools were there.
each performed the set piece and the chosen piece.
and i think we did really badly ):
booo,

okay.
i forgot what else happened but wanyi is currently at my house sleeping over!
hahahh!
andand, we did something really crazy just now cannn.
tsk tsk.
and we're currently talking to mr pooot!

kaykay,
finally the pics are done!
gooooodbye!

p/s. can someone please please buy me the wholeee set of THE HILLS, season 1-4.
please please please please please.
p/p/s. can someone sell me their new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn please?!?!
at cheap prices of courseee! please please please!

someone,just fufil all those stated on my wishlist, and i;ll _____ you.
hahahh!
itsbeenexactlyONEYEAR ):

19 March 2009

CHEER UP, YINGZHONG!
and im sorry, i just realised it...

kaykay,
i didnt go for CO today.
:X
and im going out with awesome 4 tmr!
YEAH, BABY!

finally mannnn, im so sick of shar, wanyi and dm alr.
HAHAHAHAH, kiddding.

soooo, its an outing to town and a bbq aft thattt,
:D
and on sat, it'll be a trip to Raffles Institution boyyy!
hahahah, gotta keep on the lookout!

im wondering yaknow,
how should i celebrate my birthday,
HAHS! i know la, its only march...
but stillllllll.......
kay, nvm.

loveskiss, huggsmiss.
forgetit,imusedtoit.

17 March 2009

heyo.
wow, i didnt know i havent been blogging for 5-6 days!
(cause the previous post was posted on 11mar, aft 12am.)
hahah, okayokay. a brief list of events that happened.

12mar09.
aft school no cca cause of speech day so went bugis.
with jf, yz, erman, sng, glenn, wy, shar
shopped, j.co-ed with shar and all.

13mar09.
reported to school only at 0925 cause of speech day.
aft school shar and wy came over to make sushi for their *ahems*
was half success half failure.
but quite fun la.

14mar09.
went to support yz, jerry and the others for their bowling competition in yishun safra.
then aft that, mia queen suddenly called me and asked to meet me.
hahah, so met her in taka, had yoshinoya dinner then went to dhoby find her darling.
ayyye, at least i got a free cup of bbtea. hahah.

15mar09.
went out with wy, shar, dm to dhoby.
got celestine and jaslyn's birthday pressie.
shop shop shop.

16mar09.
went for CO.
10-12.30, 1.30-5.00
whole day sectional.
sian la!
but we played music through the sound system. haha, quite cool la.
then we slept on top of 4 joined tables.
aft CO, met shar and wy then went to celestine and jaslyn;s birthday chalet.
then there was another chalet also.
cake smashing, water splashing, birthday song singing, hugging, playing, running, cams flashing...
really fun la.

17mar09.
NYPCO came over for exchange programme.
quite cool uh,
then we played gu du tgt, coolio.
and a big big big grp pic was taken.
hahahah.

okayokay.
gotta bathe.
gooooodbye, fareewell.

p.s. meeting with awesomee 4 on fri.
awesome 4 = kitju joyce geena me.
hahahah, cooooolio, time for some catch upss.

life never goes the way you want it to...
):
you;ve just gotta face all that comes your way.
its purely just how you face it, which will eventually affect how you end it.
everything has got its pros and cons...

wanyi, dont think too much kay.

12 March 2009

OH. MY. GOSH.
THE THING IVE NEVER EXPECTED TO HAPPEN, HAPPENED.
HOW NICE.

its really crazy.
okay, this time, im really busting with alot alot of secrets, thoughts and feelings.
its time to update my private blog, writing vehemently with every single thing.

1) i told the wrong person everything... telling you was useless.., cause you dont even seem to bother abt it.
2) i keep getting pangsehed. and when i tell them, they just say so much. in the end also my fault. ayye, forget it, why do i keep bothering about it anyway.
3) i wanna go cheena, but my mum keep wanting to tag along. and i really dont want her to go. and she just begins scolding me.. saying i am very rude blah blah. like what? i really never even say anything la. " im the one paying for you okay! if i tell daddy abt this, he will forbid you to go!" blah blah, she just keep rattling on.
urgh, pissed pissed!
4) GOH KIT JU AH, can you please stop mia-ing and be my bestest frienddd? i really got alot of things to say but no one to tell and yourre never to be found )))))):
5) im very very moody cause no one talks to me.
6) im very jealous of someone. (shartan, please, dont think its you. HAH!)
7) i wanna shout and scream and jump and fall and blah blah blah!
!@#$%%^&*()_)(*&)_%^@#^&+$@^$*&%((_%(^&#)@+%()#*(^#)@_@*%#(!@#$!!!!!!

im stupified from the abdominable truth.
like..wow........

nobodys perfect.
dear lord, just send me a robot.
who can communicate with me and listen to all my ups and downs and tell me what to do and go shopping with me, eat with me, sleep with me, play with me, talk to me, study with me, emo with me, laugh with me, cry with me.
and i'll thank ye lord our god.

P.S youknow, sometimes i really miss those prayers in the morning during pri school.
that day go art mazing, it felt so weird to me. cause i was reminiscing the past...
" and at this time, mrs goh will lead us in a prayer..." hahahah, good times good times. im weird youknow, for missing these lil things... ayye.

10 March 2009

youuu know whattt?!?

1) we got first in the ARTMAZING RACE!
HAHHAHA, duh-uh, who is the team leader??
:D
we ran like siao i tell you.
really really crazyy.
my face was sooo red and i was so dehydrated la!
i thought we were gonna lose cause the first place is the 2nd lousiest.
but luckily, we are fast and smarttt!
we had to run around like crazy and the worst was, from the elephant at the supreme court there to the pioneering spirit, at the raffles place MRT there.
it was crazy, from one end to the other!
luckily, my team mates are really co-operative!
hahahah, the feeling of winning is great man!
the last time i had that feeling was the Double A I&E challenge!
hahahah, duh-uh, who was the leader then?
hahahha!
fun fun fun, exciting, challenging, adventurous.
but in the end, all i get is a $10 popular voucher and a whole body of sweat and odour ):

so the saying " what man proposes, god disposes" doesnt work on me this time! :D

2) Beatty Sec School came over for a CO exchange programme!
it was kinda cool, the uniform is quite nice also lor.
was really cool and fun la.

3) my whole march hols is packed.
mon, tues, thurs and sat got CO practices.
where tues is exchange with Nanyang Poly and sat is with Raffles Instituition.
sun, is qingming in MALAYSIA ):
ayyye!
left with wed and fri.
sian la can!

4) Sec 2 edventure camp next next week! canttt waittt!

5) i have alot alot of work to do alr and the bed is tempting me now.

goodbye!
i really hate it when you guys always see this youknow. i always do this is cause im lazy to type in my private blog! but you guys always keep coming and ask me... URGH, no more hidden msgs in future! booo!

08 March 2009

my eyelids are soo heavy aft all those tears.
i cried, early in the morning, under the blanket.
and almost got caned.
during that time, ive thought of so many things ive done wrong.
but its a little to late to realise...
cause whats done is done, and cannot be undone.

sometimes, people may get out of hand when they are having fun and they just dont realise it right?
sometimes, people try to help in certain ways but is not only rejected but also made fun of.
sometimes, somethings are just so hard to control.
sometimes, things get difficult for you and you just dont know what to do.
sometimes, things just always goes the wrong way.

i'll be there, thinking, whose fault is it.
me?
my friends?
my family?
who knows...

but in the very end, no matter whose fault it is, its just all blamed on you so you'll have to carry all the burden and punishment, no matter what.
):
its stressing me out.
initiative,boy.
stop dreeaming, start living, cheryl

07 March 2009

PEEEEEKTURESSSS

i found these...




hahahhaha, cute uhhh.
it was like 3-4 yrs ago?
i forgot.
okay, nvm

today, 7febo9.







aiyo! ghost in broad daylight!!!

go geena! climb over it!


















i finally went out with them again.
(:
marina square babyyy.
it was fun.
i carried bags home
and ive gotten myself another pair from charlesandkeith.
ohmygosh, i love C&K discounts mann.
they make my day.
:D

anyway, ive loaddds of work to be done.
1) History project.
2) maths revision ex 3.
3) tuition compre
4) tuition compo
5) thats more than enough for another one right?
but im really lazy la.
ayyye.

cannnnn iiiiiii gettttttt aaaaaaa butterflyyyyyy tuniccccc pleaseeeeeee!
head over heels.

to my dearest mrs tan : (not you, sharlene. its you, kitju!)
gladdd you know what kind of friend you are man.
mia somemore la!
bf bf bf ):
im jealous alr laaa.
i dont care! we'd better go out soon okay!
i really miss you loaddds man, badly!
shit!ihateitwhenthefeelinggrowsagain.