i have the character & attitude of my father.
and the look and body of my mother.
and im trying to change all of these.
so, mid yrs are approaching and i;ll have to brush up with my eng right?
so, i;ll begin in this blog post! HAHAH
my whole body is aching so so badly from my back, to my stomach muscles, to my thighs, all thanks to NAPFA yesterday.
i cant laugh much cause my stomach will hurt realll badly ):
and sad to say, i could have actually attained my goal, silver. but all because of SBJ, i can only get a bronze. but on the other hand, happy to say, i;ve gotten an A for all of the other 4 items!
and, i have been working for my tuition teacher...
to mark worksheets / corrections done by her students...
and i pondered, whether teaching was really what i wanted to do in future.
cause, it was really tiring...
you'll have to cringe your eyes and try to make out what they are writing, even for mundane things like NUMBERS!
sigh, i;ll think about that after my mid year.
talking abt mid yrs,
english is my archilies heel and i still cant do anything to improve it.
maths is, tiring! i just cant think big! i know the formulas but i always worry myself for nothing!
history is, memorising, memorising and more memorising, which is cramping up my brain.
chinese is, i dont know.. luck, i guess. cause its from the A* to the B4. we'll see how it goes.
science is, facts, boring ones in fact.
so i'll have to conquer these 5 subjects over the next few days and im really wishing best of luck to myself cause, sad to announce, i am grabbing buddha's leg at the last minute.
ling shi bao fo jiao. understand?
and, i'll share my luck with all of you, GOOD LUCK!
and, i found the negative point of being good in studies.
that is, that you;ll give yourself more stress.
cause all you think of is that people will beat you and you'll score poorer than those that you used to beat and so on so forth.
so, its additional unecessary stress.
and the feeling is also really really strong...
so, its freaky and all.
soooo, i dont wanna score so well alr!
replies :
- joyce : haha, no need, i failed it already.
- daomin : haha, no la crazy! you always think too much leh you!
goodbye!
30 April 2009
28 April 2009
i am a student who sleeps at 1am and wakes up at 6.45am.
and this is the circle of my life.
my. body. is. breaking. down.
emotions run wild.
physically, emotionally, psychologically, mentally tired.
lifes a bore,
esp with exams nearing.
1) i was supposed to work for my tuition teacher today.
but i came home and saw the bed which was tempting and seducing me.
and i just plopped on it.
the fan kept blowing my eyes, causing my eyelids to close, slowly slowly.
sucks man, i fell asleep.
and when i woke up, it was 8 plus.
i was so so so so so guilty man, cause i promised her.
damn! i knew i'll fall asleep one lor! idiot la!
im simply so so stubborn. urgh!
2) me, wy, shar, glenn, jiafu, yingzhong, erman was playing truth or dare today.
and, it sucks! cause, (1) my hand is no longer a virgin. NO! ITS BOTH HANDS! AHHH (2) my first hugs are also all gone ):
all to erman and yingzhong. ayyye, sorry for pulling you guys down to do the dare with me.
HAH.
3) i. am. gonna. fail. maths!
theres gonna be a red mark there on my report book!
ahhhhhhhhhh! so so so dead.
my mind just went blank! all the alphabets and numbers was making me crazy!
urgh!
4) NAPFA tmr!
im gonna fail everything.
esp Standing Broad Jump, along with Kitju.
but, she'll be in zhonghua and i'll be in mayflower.
ayyyyyeeeeee.
suckssss
5) Class photo taking tmr!
HAHAHAHA, cant wait man!
6) temperature taking
apparently, its for the swine flu crap.
and, perhaps, maybe, who knows, i'll kena it!
HAHAH, cause im still having a flu, which sucks even more.
my voice just keep zhao-sia-ing. urgh!
goooooooooooooooodbyee!
OHYA!
please indulge and treat yourself to subway from now till 17May!
its only $5.90 for a set, which includes a 6inch bread with whatever you want + a drink, which is quite a big cup + either 2 cookies or a pack of lays!
its super la can!
cause last time, a bread itself can cause up till $6.50!
but now, $5.90 and you can get cookies and drink somemore!
what are you waiting for man, seriously!
P.S!
please get your presents ready, in
25 days babyyy!
( im not gonna be so demure and a simpleton! HAHAH)
and of course, for the other may babies.
whichh, im very honoured and lucky, to have not 1 but 3 birthday buddies, whose birthdays are really close to me!
- daomin (20may)
- joyce (27may)
oh and iris, who has the same birthday as me! HAHAH
geena, i pity you alot, in may! haahahah
goodbye!
replies :
jessie - yup sure!
joyce - heyhey yo yo!
wanyi - haha, yup and thanks!
jodie - yup, will do so soon!
oh ya, im missing 17 again!
thanks to 3 niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee friends.
booooo la.
and this is the circle of my life.
my. body. is. breaking. down.
emotions run wild.
physically, emotionally, psychologically, mentally tired.
lifes a bore,
esp with exams nearing.
1) i was supposed to work for my tuition teacher today.
but i came home and saw the bed which was tempting and seducing me.
and i just plopped on it.
the fan kept blowing my eyes, causing my eyelids to close, slowly slowly.
sucks man, i fell asleep.
and when i woke up, it was 8 plus.
i was so so so so so guilty man, cause i promised her.
damn! i knew i'll fall asleep one lor! idiot la!
im simply so so stubborn. urgh!
2) me, wy, shar, glenn, jiafu, yingzhong, erman was playing truth or dare today.
and, it sucks! cause, (1) my hand is no longer a virgin. NO! ITS BOTH HANDS! AHHH (2) my first hugs are also all gone ):
all to erman and yingzhong. ayyye, sorry for pulling you guys down to do the dare with me.
HAH.
3) i. am. gonna. fail. maths!
theres gonna be a red mark there on my report book!
ahhhhhhhhhh! so so so dead.
my mind just went blank! all the alphabets and numbers was making me crazy!
urgh!
4) NAPFA tmr!
im gonna fail everything.
esp Standing Broad Jump, along with Kitju.
but, she'll be in zhonghua and i'll be in mayflower.
ayyyyyeeeeee.
suckssss
5) Class photo taking tmr!
HAHAHAHA, cant wait man!
6) temperature taking
apparently, its for the swine flu crap.
and, perhaps, maybe, who knows, i'll kena it!
HAHAH, cause im still having a flu, which sucks even more.
my voice just keep zhao-sia-ing. urgh!
goooooooooooooooodbyee!
OHYA!
please indulge and treat yourself to subway from now till 17May!
its only $5.90 for a set, which includes a 6inch bread with whatever you want + a drink, which is quite a big cup + either 2 cookies or a pack of lays!
its super la can!
cause last time, a bread itself can cause up till $6.50!
but now, $5.90 and you can get cookies and drink somemore!
what are you waiting for man, seriously!
P.S!
please get your presents ready, in
25 days babyyy!
( im not gonna be so demure and a simpleton! HAHAH)
and of course, for the other may babies.
whichh, im very honoured and lucky, to have not 1 but 3 birthday buddies, whose birthdays are really close to me!
- daomin (20may)
- joyce (27may)
oh and iris, who has the same birthday as me! HAHAH
geena, i pity you alot, in may! haahahah
goodbye!
replies :
jessie - yup sure!
joyce - heyhey yo yo!
wanyi - haha, yup and thanks!
jodie - yup, will do so soon!
oh ya, im missing 17 again!
thanks to 3 niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee friends.
booooo la.
27 April 2009
i;ve been doing some real maths for today, claps please!
hahahha, so maybe the idea of skipping the study group with shar, dm and wy was good. cause in the end, geena came over for awhile, and i had tuition (with yingru). so its been maths, maths. im doing the stupid pie-tho-ger-ous shit craps which is just workings after workings.
*shivers*
and, proud to say, ive given up on history. the bloody facts abt olddd singapore just cant seep its way through my pueeeny brain, which is crammed with dirt and dust. urgh, it'll really make my report book go down in history man.. suckss.
anyways, im gonna work tomorrow! HAHAH, i;ll be marking books for my tuition teacher in her centre! but up till now, i dont know how much i;ll earn :X
ayye, she wont cheat me right? hahahh.
anddd, I finally finished the lil prince project today mann. was rushing it out.. ayye. thanks to someee people.
okay im gonna bathe anddd, ANTM!
seeya!
actually, i prefer all to be single ):
hahahha, so maybe the idea of skipping the study group with shar, dm and wy was good. cause in the end, geena came over for awhile, and i had tuition (with yingru). so its been maths, maths. im doing the stupid pie-tho-ger-ous shit craps which is just workings after workings.
*shivers*
and, proud to say, ive given up on history. the bloody facts abt olddd singapore just cant seep its way through my pueeeny brain, which is crammed with dirt and dust. urgh, it'll really make my report book go down in history man.. suckss.
anyways, im gonna work tomorrow! HAHAH, i;ll be marking books for my tuition teacher in her centre! but up till now, i dont know how much i;ll earn :X
ayye, she wont cheat me right? hahahh.
anddd, I finally finished the lil prince project today mann. was rushing it out.. ayye. thanks to someee people.
okay im gonna bathe anddd, ANTM!
seeya!
actually, i prefer all to be single ):
26 April 2009
PICTURES, ENJOY!
THE OTHER DAY WHEN MS LIM CAME OVER TO CHEER ME UP!
hahah, her colourful shirt did cheer my day!
MAYLAYSIA.
tongue so long!!!!!
he goes for pom pom
so smart looking eh
yes, baby?
SYF!!
senior peiqi! will not forget you!!
he was supposed to be bald!
cellos going for SYF!
lining up....
ahhhh! without the coat also so cute! HAHAHAH
jinli & tzyyling
hahaha, chen yang guang, our cello instructor
some seniors...
chiang kum mun! :DDDDDD
senior jessie!!! will definitely miss you!
junior, pearl.
fat ass.
HAH. no comments....
HAPPY TOILET
best massager.
(more happy toilet will be in class blog soon)
YESTERDAY.
FIVE SOME!
ah beng tries to tie hair....
she zilian with my cam -.-
so i was studying till mr oh came and disturb me.
asking me to upload the pics.
ayyyyye!
and to say, ive tons not uploaded!
HAHAH im too lazy la.
besides, i dont know what is wrong with my darn laptop man!
idiotttt, i cant on it!
grrrrrrrrr,
so.
jf terry yz wy and shar came over my house to finish up the lil prince project, which is due tmr.
and stupidly, we left all the materials in school!
so, no choice also, we had to come and do some things so we can just paste it up tmr.
did it at the void deck, then they played bball and terry went home.
then the rest came up to slack in my super messy room.
and we headed to j8 for dinner later, along with glenn
ate, and we played arcade, really crazily.
when we walked out, me and wy was sweating badly.
HAHAH.
cabbed home with wy, jia and yz.
blahbalah, kena scolded.
HAH.
and, mid yrs are next next week.
sucks much?
im pushing myself to study!
oh!
i asked daddy for some "motivation" ytd.
and he said :
- out of 8 subs, 7 As, i get $300 SGD. but if i dont get 7 As, i have to pay him $30SGD.
crazy right?!?! then he gave a crazier one...
- all As, he gives me $3000 SGD. but if i dont get the 8 As, i have to pay him $50.
crazy right?!?!?!
8/7 As?!?!?!
and he just keep saying if other singaporeans can do it, why you this one cannot?
bullfrog la he.
urghhhh.
the pics are still lining up, un-uploaded.
):
REPLIES :
jodie : oh ahah, hello.
kitju : heyhey yo yo!
daomin: yeah baby! birthday buddies! hahah
chaiee : hahah, its okay!
finally all done!
bye!
its to the chicken essence and back to the books ):
THE OTHER DAY WHEN MS LIM CAME OVER TO CHEER ME UP!
hahah, her colourful shirt did cheer my day!
MAYLAYSIA.
tongue so long!!!!!
he goes for pom pom
so smart looking eh
yes, baby?
SYF!!
senior peiqi! will not forget you!!
he was supposed to be bald!
cellos going for SYF!
lining up....
ahhhh! without the coat also so cute! HAHAHAH
jinli & tzyyling
hahaha, chen yang guang, our cello instructor
some seniors...
chiang kum mun! :DDDDDD
senior jessie!!! will definitely miss you!
junior, pearl.
fat ass.
HAH. no comments....
HAPPY TOILET
best massager.
(more happy toilet will be in class blog soon)
YESTERDAY.
FIVE SOME!
ah beng tries to tie hair....
she zilian with my cam -.-
so i was studying till mr oh came and disturb me.
asking me to upload the pics.
ayyyyye!
and to say, ive tons not uploaded!
HAHAH im too lazy la.
besides, i dont know what is wrong with my darn laptop man!
idiotttt, i cant on it!
grrrrrrrrr,
so.
jf terry yz wy and shar came over my house to finish up the lil prince project, which is due tmr.
and stupidly, we left all the materials in school!
so, no choice also, we had to come and do some things so we can just paste it up tmr.
did it at the void deck, then they played bball and terry went home.
then the rest came up to slack in my super messy room.
and we headed to j8 for dinner later, along with glenn
ate, and we played arcade, really crazily.
when we walked out, me and wy was sweating badly.
HAHAH.
cabbed home with wy, jia and yz.
blahbalah, kena scolded.
HAH.
and, mid yrs are next next week.
sucks much?
im pushing myself to study!
oh!
i asked daddy for some "motivation" ytd.
and he said :
- out of 8 subs, 7 As, i get $300 SGD. but if i dont get 7 As, i have to pay him $30SGD.
crazy right?!?! then he gave a crazier one...
- all As, he gives me $3000 SGD. but if i dont get the 8 As, i have to pay him $50.
crazy right?!?!?!
8/7 As?!?!?!
and he just keep saying if other singaporeans can do it, why you this one cannot?
bullfrog la he.
urghhhh.
the pics are still lining up, un-uploaded.
):
REPLIES :
jodie : oh ahah, hello.
kitju : heyhey yo yo!
daomin: yeah baby! birthday buddies! hahah
chaiee : hahah, its okay!
finally all done!
bye!
its to the chicken essence and back to the books ):
23 April 2009
you know what?!
1) zls came and talked to us today! HAHAHHAAH.
he says that since the day we performed, everyone has been going to him and say that we really deserved the gwh! some even asked for petitions?!?! hahahha! and he says its better this way. cause now, every SCO members knows that MFCO is made with gwh!
2) he says aft mid yrs, we'll be starting tuesday combined practices differently. it'll be an hour of THEORY first then the normal dazu. THEORY! ohmy, wish me best of luck!
3) i am rushing out a whole load of crap work now. happy toilet thing is taking up all my time and i've not studied today and i;ve not completed my DNT work due tmr! shitttt
4) some assholes spoiled my little prince project, seriously sucks man. i put in so much effort luh!
and its not even graded yet! bullfrog!
5) i am not having the mugging mood yet!!! i lost interest in history, idk why. idk what to do mann. mid yrs ah.... ayye.
6) went with wanyi to get happy toilet and lil prince project stuffs @ ps. had a mini h-t-h talk at the stairs in dhoby mrt. ahahha
7) my back is hurting me very badly.. urgh.
8) i cant wish for CO to start, exams to end.
9) THE HILLS SEASON 5 IS OUT ON MTV.COM!!!!!!!! and im catching it everyday. HAHAHAH
10) its exactly a month!! ;;D
joyce- oh really? hahah kay i feel blessed! ((:
sharlene - hahah, nah, just keep letting me win please.
geena - hahah, winks winks.
jodie - er... hello. which jodie are you? :X
daomin - hahah, we miss you more... er.. winks? er, yeah love you too!
1) zls came and talked to us today! HAHAHHAAH.
he says that since the day we performed, everyone has been going to him and say that we really deserved the gwh! some even asked for petitions?!?! hahahha! and he says its better this way. cause now, every SCO members knows that MFCO is made with gwh!
2) he says aft mid yrs, we'll be starting tuesday combined practices differently. it'll be an hour of THEORY first then the normal dazu. THEORY! ohmy, wish me best of luck!
3) i am rushing out a whole load of crap work now. happy toilet thing is taking up all my time and i've not studied today and i;ve not completed my DNT work due tmr! shitttt
4) some assholes spoiled my little prince project, seriously sucks man. i put in so much effort luh!
and its not even graded yet! bullfrog!
5) i am not having the mugging mood yet!!! i lost interest in history, idk why. idk what to do mann. mid yrs ah.... ayye.
6) went with wanyi to get happy toilet and lil prince project stuffs @ ps. had a mini h-t-h talk at the stairs in dhoby mrt. ahahha
7) my back is hurting me very badly.. urgh.
8) i cant wish for CO to start, exams to end.
9) THE HILLS SEASON 5 IS OUT ON MTV.COM!!!!!!!! and im catching it everyday. HAHAHAH
10) its exactly a month!! ;;D
joyce- oh really? hahah kay i feel blessed! ((:
sharlene - hahah, nah, just keep letting me win please.
geena - hahah, winks winks.
jodie - er... hello. which jodie are you? :X
daomin - hahah, we miss you more... er.. winks? er, yeah love you too!
22 April 2009
though i cried 3-4 times todayy,
still,
thanks for all the care and concern...
geena, wanyi, sharlene, joyce, tzyyling, jinli, wenqi, sin yei, daomin, jiafu and the others...
im much much better now (:
enjoy the following! :
Chiang Kum Mun
Chiang Kum Mun is a young talented homegrown musician and also a member of the Huqin Quartet. Kum Mun started learning erhu from Zhang Bing Zhao during his secondary school days. In mid-1995, he was awarded the Zubir Said Scholarship by the National Arts Council (NAC) and went to China to pursue a short-term music study in Beijing and Shanghai. Kum Mun is currently the Music Director and Conductor of Cheng San Community Club Chinese Orchestra and the concertmaster of SAF MDC Chinese Orchestra. He is also the Conductor and instructor with various secondary schools.
hahhaha i cant stand it.
he was super cute ytd la seriously!!!
you should see what he wore.. seriously like musician mann
oh my, when i saw him, my jaws dropped, seriously.
and happiest of all, HE IS COMING TO SEE US TMR!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WAS SO HYPER WHEN TERRY TOLD ME!
OH MYYYYY HAHHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
okayokay.
im hyped up.
he is married, he has a kid.. or two.
boooo,
anywayyy,
im still trying to accept the fact.
and everytime i wake up from a nap/sleep, i'll be wishing that it was all a dream..
ayyyye.
it takes time, perhaps...
tears just keep crawling out when i think of it la...
somemore that idiot xiangli keep singing the cello solo part to me...
sucks la he...
ayyyyye.
anyway, i studied history today for 2 hrs plus!
:D
jiayou!
replies to tags.
cheryllim : hahah, thanks. and yeah, see you soon!!
jessie : hahah yeah, we got it! (:
yayun : yupp
L!ng : yeah.. but we have to accept it uh?
joyce : yes cute girl! and im happy now cause of you!! be glad kayy! i love you even more!
still,
thanks for all the care and concern...
geena, wanyi, sharlene, joyce, tzyyling, jinli, wenqi, sin yei, daomin, jiafu and the others...
im much much better now (:
enjoy the following! :
Chiang Kum Mun
Chiang Kum Mun is a young talented homegrown musician and also a member of the Huqin Quartet. Kum Mun started learning erhu from Zhang Bing Zhao during his secondary school days. In mid-1995, he was awarded the Zubir Said Scholarship by the National Arts Council (NAC) and went to China to pursue a short-term music study in Beijing and Shanghai. Kum Mun is currently the Music Director and Conductor of Cheng San Community Club Chinese Orchestra and the concertmaster of SAF MDC Chinese Orchestra. He is also the Conductor and instructor with various secondary schools.
hahhaha i cant stand it.
he was super cute ytd la seriously!!!
you should see what he wore.. seriously like musician mann
oh my, when i saw him, my jaws dropped, seriously.
and happiest of all, HE IS COMING TO SEE US TMR!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WAS SO HYPER WHEN TERRY TOLD ME!
OH MYYYYY HAHHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
okayokay.
im hyped up.
he is married, he has a kid.. or two.
boooo,
anywayyy,
im still trying to accept the fact.
and everytime i wake up from a nap/sleep, i'll be wishing that it was all a dream..
ayyyye.
it takes time, perhaps...
tears just keep crawling out when i think of it la...
somemore that idiot xiangli keep singing the cello solo part to me...
sucks la he...
ayyyyye.
anyway, i studied history today for 2 hrs plus!
:D
jiayou!
replies to tags.
cheryllim : hahah, thanks. and yeah, see you soon!!
jessie : hahah yeah, we got it! (:
yayun : yupp
L!ng : yeah.. but we have to accept it uh?
joyce : yes cute girl! and im happy now cause of you!! be glad kayy! i love you even more!
21 April 2009
yeah...
after months and more than a year of hard work, sweat and of course blood and tears,
we achieved a gold.
dont bother congratulating me.
cause i aint happy at all...
we really really did very very well!
zls was really really proud and very happy!
all the instructors of the sections were very pleased.
and said we did the best performance aft practices time and again.
zls even said that we had a 85% chance of attaining a gold with honours and said we were perfect with no mistakes.
we were on beat, we were in tune, we were focused and very very passionate.
we were very very hyper and happy aft the performance, hugging here and there, crying.
but as the results were announced, we didnt cheer at all..
other schools attaining gold or even silver cheered their lungs and hearts out.
but we just clapped...
and the scene aft that was ...
even all the SCO members that are not coaching us at all said we'll get GWH.
our hopes and goals were set so high.
and i think we all tasted the feeling of qi wang yue da, shi wang yue da.
i was really controlling my emotions so so hard.
taking deep breaths, telling myself not to cry
but it all just came out when zls came over and talk to the few of us.
" 在我心目中,你们是一个荣誉金的乐团."
and he was still very proud and happy.
that time, i couldnt take it anymore and teared.
and on the bus journey back, emotions just couldnt be controlled.
and i was crying so so badly..
tears just kept falling and falling.
some of you may think..
GOLD WHAT! cry for what?!
but, its the thing we aimed for, the thing we really really really wanted.
we really did very well.
i really dont know why...
maybe like what zls said, its not the judge's cup of tea...
no one expected temasek to get gold with honours..
every SCO instructors thought we were the ones who would get it...
during the briefing back in school,
it was worse.
i see jessie crying, i cant controll myself too...
it was really.... idk.
now seniors keep telling my batch,
to work extra extra hard and to get that gwh next next yr...
it really wasnt as easy as we thought, i guess...
idk what to say alr.
i just keep crying idk why...
i lost all my mood to study for mid years alr..
i think it was a really great blow..
di yi da ai : ai hua yue.
di er da ai: ai yue qi.
di san da ai : ai da jia.
di si da ai : ai zls.
if you dont understand...
1) zls = zheng lao shi, my orchestra conductor.
2) SCO = Singapore Chinese Orchestra.
if you wanna know other school's results...
http://www.chinese-orchestra.com/
after months and more than a year of hard work, sweat and of course blood and tears,
we achieved a gold.
dont bother congratulating me.
cause i aint happy at all...
we really really did very very well!
zls was really really proud and very happy!
all the instructors of the sections were very pleased.
and said we did the best performance aft practices time and again.
zls even said that we had a 85% chance of attaining a gold with honours and said we were perfect with no mistakes.
we were on beat, we were in tune, we were focused and very very passionate.
we were very very hyper and happy aft the performance, hugging here and there, crying.
but as the results were announced, we didnt cheer at all..
other schools attaining gold or even silver cheered their lungs and hearts out.
but we just clapped...
and the scene aft that was ...
even all the SCO members that are not coaching us at all said we'll get GWH.
our hopes and goals were set so high.
and i think we all tasted the feeling of qi wang yue da, shi wang yue da.
i was really controlling my emotions so so hard.
taking deep breaths, telling myself not to cry
but it all just came out when zls came over and talk to the few of us.
" 在我心目中,你们是一个荣誉金的乐团."
and he was still very proud and happy.
that time, i couldnt take it anymore and teared.
and on the bus journey back, emotions just couldnt be controlled.
and i was crying so so badly..
tears just kept falling and falling.
some of you may think..
GOLD WHAT! cry for what?!
but, its the thing we aimed for, the thing we really really really wanted.
we really did very well.
i really dont know why...
maybe like what zls said, its not the judge's cup of tea...
no one expected temasek to get gold with honours..
every SCO instructors thought we were the ones who would get it...
during the briefing back in school,
it was worse.
i see jessie crying, i cant controll myself too...
it was really.... idk.
now seniors keep telling my batch,
to work extra extra hard and to get that gwh next next yr...
it really wasnt as easy as we thought, i guess...
idk what to say alr.
i just keep crying idk why...
i lost all my mood to study for mid years alr..
i think it was a really great blow..
di yi da ai : ai hua yue.
di er da ai: ai yue qi.
di san da ai : ai da jia.
di si da ai : ai zls.
if you dont understand...
1) zls = zheng lao shi, my orchestra conductor.
2) SCO = Singapore Chinese Orchestra.
if you wanna know other school's results...
http://www.chinese-orchestra.com/
20 April 2009
i am excited, elated, eager, enthusiastic, charged, delighted, jumpy, keyed up, on fire, passionate and whatever else there is to describe excited!
HHAHAHAAHAHHA
after monthssss of hard work and endless practice,
our SYF is tmr!!!
and today, straight aft school, we had our last practice!
and it was.... GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
HAHAH, im so happy, idk why.
esp aft the cello solo, i was so excited and bouncy!
i cant wait for tmr!
i hope all our hard work wont be put to waste and we can achieve our goal tmr!
andd of course if we do, we get to see clarence bald!!
HAHAHAHHA! (he made a promise that if we get gold with hons, he'll shave bald!!)
GOOOD LUCK, MFCO!!!!
oh and i have to wear my costume and PUT ON MAKEUP before i reach school before 6.45!.
ohhh goshhh!
foundation, blusher and lip stick.
disgusting luh! and imagine me taking bus.
oh my!
so, i;ll have to figure a way later...
and whatsmore, 6.45 is the time i usually wake up luh!
and now i have to reach school before 6.45!
and im sure i wont be able to sleep later lor!
ayyyyye, im so hyped up!
HAHAHAHAHA
JIAYOU MFCO!!!
wish us luck kays!
HHAHAHAAHAHHA
after monthssss of hard work and endless practice,
our SYF is tmr!!!
and today, straight aft school, we had our last practice!
and it was.... GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
HAHAH, im so happy, idk why.
esp aft the cello solo, i was so excited and bouncy!
i cant wait for tmr!
i hope all our hard work wont be put to waste and we can achieve our goal tmr!
andd of course if we do, we get to see clarence bald!!
HAHAHAHHA! (he made a promise that if we get gold with hons, he'll shave bald!!)
GOOOD LUCK, MFCO!!!!
oh and i have to wear my costume and PUT ON MAKEUP before i reach school before 6.45!.
ohhh goshhh!
foundation, blusher and lip stick.
disgusting luh! and imagine me taking bus.
oh my!
so, i;ll have to figure a way later...
and whatsmore, 6.45 is the time i usually wake up luh!
and now i have to reach school before 6.45!
and im sure i wont be able to sleep later lor!
ayyyyye, im so hyped up!
HAHAHAHAHA
JIAYOU MFCO!!!
wish us luck kays!
19 April 2009
ohhhh welll.
i just woke up from a 2 hr nap.
and i'll be starting my book-notes-studying-homework-bonding time.
in just a moment aft this.
so!
i slept at 3am ytd.
aft watching wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai and lovely samsoon with my sis.
while doing hw. (yeah i know thats not th right way :X)
was forced to wake up early at 4am for some bloody stupid quarrel.
and forced to wake up again @ 7plus.
aft breakfast, finally rushed out to sg at 9plus in the morning.
came home, threw my bags on the floor and plopped onto bed.
slept till 12.40 and thought i was late cause the consent form writes 1pm.
i rushed and rushed.
ate 1/4 bowl of rice. bathed and luckily daddy drove me to school.
heng ah!
change, SCH, blahblah i;ll skip that.
i bet you guys are bored of whats up here...
ayye.
aiya, just played and my bow almost dropped off cause i lost grip!
sucks!
kay, im waiting for my sis to return with my subway.
ive not had dinner yet cause SOMEONE last min say cannot go out.
so i threw a tantrum, went inside my room, slammed and locked my door and lay on my bed.
aft 5 mins of crying for idk what, i fell asleep.
thats why, i just woke up.
and im very very hungry.
lastly,
1) school starts at 9am tmr!!!
2) but ends at 3 and ive CO ):
3) exams nearing in 2 weeks or so.
4) ive got a pile of work not done / not studied enough
5) oh did i mention, im going CHEENA during the june hols!! (will elaborate more soon, i guess!)
6) im very hungry
7) my cough is not fully well but my medicine has finished.
8) im gonna run my 2.4 again tmr, not because i failed previously!
9) im still waiting for my house door to open so i can rush out to get my subway.
10) SYF IN 2 DAYS!! JIAYOU!
i dont wanna get involved in family squabbles anymore!
it always happens on me, my family!
my familys like cursed or something.
irritating!
it just always happen when one speaks without thinking.
and then the other will forgive but never forgets.
and kicks up another pile of shit.
and my sis and i will have to clean it.
thats why, ive once told someone but idk whether she rmbs,
the mouth is the most sinful thing.
im so not gonna put all those squabbles in my mind anymore!
concentrate cheryl! CC!
i just woke up from a 2 hr nap.
and i'll be starting my book-notes-studying-homework-bonding time.
in just a moment aft this.
so!
i slept at 3am ytd.
aft watching wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai and lovely samsoon with my sis.
while doing hw. (yeah i know thats not th right way :X)
was forced to wake up early at 4am for some bloody stupid quarrel.
and forced to wake up again @ 7plus.
aft breakfast, finally rushed out to sg at 9plus in the morning.
came home, threw my bags on the floor and plopped onto bed.
slept till 12.40 and thought i was late cause the consent form writes 1pm.
i rushed and rushed.
ate 1/4 bowl of rice. bathed and luckily daddy drove me to school.
heng ah!
change, SCH, blahblah i;ll skip that.
i bet you guys are bored of whats up here...
ayye.
aiya, just played and my bow almost dropped off cause i lost grip!
sucks!
kay, im waiting for my sis to return with my subway.
ive not had dinner yet cause SOMEONE last min say cannot go out.
so i threw a tantrum, went inside my room, slammed and locked my door and lay on my bed.
aft 5 mins of crying for idk what, i fell asleep.
thats why, i just woke up.
and im very very hungry.
lastly,
1) school starts at 9am tmr!!!
2) but ends at 3 and ive CO ):
3) exams nearing in 2 weeks or so.
4) ive got a pile of work not done / not studied enough
5) oh did i mention, im going CHEENA during the june hols!! (will elaborate more soon, i guess!)
6) im very hungry
7) my cough is not fully well but my medicine has finished.
8) im gonna run my 2.4 again tmr, not because i failed previously!
9) im still waiting for my house door to open so i can rush out to get my subway.
10) SYF IN 2 DAYS!! JIAYOU!
i dont wanna get involved in family squabbles anymore!
it always happens on me, my family!
my familys like cursed or something.
irritating!
it just always happen when one speaks without thinking.
and then the other will forgive but never forgets.
and kicks up another pile of shit.
and my sis and i will have to clean it.
thats why, ive once told someone but idk whether she rmbs,
the mouth is the most sinful thing.
im so not gonna put all those squabbles in my mind anymore!
concentrate cheryl! CC!
17 April 2009
I AM IN MALAYSIA NOWW!
hahah, theres actually no need for the caps la.
so, pepper is just so active!
im tired aft playing with him.
anyway, i dont know why im blogging.
cause theres nothing for me to blog
unless you want my CO stories again.
HAH.
ayye, this blog is pure boring. nvm.
and heres 5 quotes for you...
1) Theres no such thing as a failure. theres only learning experiences
2) Stand up from where you fell. but this time, stronger than before.
3) Before you want things to change, YOU change first.
4) Dont live for someone nor live on someone!
5) Never make someone your EVERYTHING. cause when they are gone, you're NOTHING.
and,
dont get influenced by others.
they wanna do anything, why must you follow them?
set a point and a goal. and you jollywell strive to achieve it.
and not just only saying it.
cause everyone knows how to do that too.
i am me.
if youre unhappy, too bad.
and sorry,im not as understanding as you guys think.
cause i think its a little over for me. and theres a limit for everything!
kay, the rest will be on my private blog!
tmrs gonna be a shiok day!
will post abt it soon, i guess,
HAH
byee
overreaction...
Replies to tags :
jessie : saw it and tagged back! :D
passerby : er, thanks! but leave your name please?
daomin : -.- hahah.
yayun : hahha, aiya. that one secret among us, cant reveal too much here... :D
kitju : hello darling!
hahah, theres actually no need for the caps la.
so, pepper is just so active!
im tired aft playing with him.
anyway, i dont know why im blogging.
cause theres nothing for me to blog
unless you want my CO stories again.
HAH.
ayye, this blog is pure boring. nvm.
and heres 5 quotes for you...
1) Theres no such thing as a failure. theres only learning experiences
2) Stand up from where you fell. but this time, stronger than before.
3) Before you want things to change, YOU change first.
4) Dont live for someone nor live on someone!
5) Never make someone your EVERYTHING. cause when they are gone, you're NOTHING.
and,
dont get influenced by others.
they wanna do anything, why must you follow them?
set a point and a goal. and you jollywell strive to achieve it.
and not just only saying it.
cause everyone knows how to do that too.
i am me.
if youre unhappy, too bad.
and sorry,im not as understanding as you guys think.
cause i think its a little over for me. and theres a limit for everything!
kay, the rest will be on my private blog!
tmrs gonna be a shiok day!
will post abt it soon, i guess,
HAH
byee
overreaction...
Replies to tags :
jessie : saw it and tagged back! :D
passerby : er, thanks! but leave your name please?
daomin : -.- hahah.
yayun : hahha, aiya. that one secret among us, cant reveal too much here... :D
kitju : hello darling!
16 April 2009
okay so.
CHOIR GOT A GOLD.
yeah, from bronze to gold.
not bad huh.
ayyyye.
but that also means more stress to CO.
and now, its really the GOLD WITH HONORS that we wanttt.
urgh, competitive huh.
hahha, but stilll....
kay, some things just cant be posted here, in case i get myself in trouble huh.
JIAYOU, MFCO!
tuesday is the day the battle begins!!!
okay so.
i was feeling feverish during combined practice todayyy.
sucks luh. the cough medicine was working its way in my body,
causing me to feel so unwell.
was asked to go back but i didnt wanna...
its like, 4 more days?!?!
i dont wanna lose out anymore...
chiongggg uh.
oh and,
how can i forget,
the laughters again in CO.
HAHAHHAH, yeahhh, Bryan Soon is super funny man.
he keeps burping loudly, in the middle of no where.
then he'll say sorry.
but my conductor still looked... disgusted.
HAHHA, its really really funny.
anyway,
i think i;ll be going to malaysia tmr.
HAHA, its time i go in uh.
i miss pepper! i bet itve grown alot luh,
ayyyye!
and sunday, will be another tryout in SCH
hahah, cause the previous time, we asked for video recording and paid for it.
but they didnt do it and they cant refund.
so, their own slot left avail is sun, 2pm.
soooo, we can go there again for a second tryout for freee.
and if you dont know.
we actually have to pay around 700bucks just for an hour of tryout in there..
and now we're getting an hour free.
cool huh. HAHAH.
okay, nvm
annddd,
best friends are best friends huhh.
we even fell sick tgt,
HAHHA, so now, every recess, i'll be popping the pills with shar.
hahahah.
ayyyye.
anddd, wanyiiii, DONT PON SCHOOL ANYMORE KAY!!
sad, come school and find ussss!
MAYFLOWER SECONDARY SCHOOL, CHINESE INSTRUMENTAL ORCHESTRA'S SYF WILL BE ON 21APRIL 2009, 11.20am. RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCED AT 12pm.
ALL THE BESTT GUYS, SHOW THEM WHAT WE ARE MADE OF!
since choir can move 2 steps up, from a bronze to a gold, we can certainly try for 1 step up, from a gold to a gold with honors uh!
jiayou!
CHOIR GOT A GOLD.
yeah, from bronze to gold.
not bad huh.
ayyyye.
but that also means more stress to CO.
and now, its really the GOLD WITH HONORS that we wanttt.
urgh, competitive huh.
hahha, but stilll....
kay, some things just cant be posted here, in case i get myself in trouble huh.
JIAYOU, MFCO!
tuesday is the day the battle begins!!!
okay so.
i was feeling feverish during combined practice todayyy.
sucks luh. the cough medicine was working its way in my body,
causing me to feel so unwell.
was asked to go back but i didnt wanna...
its like, 4 more days?!?!
i dont wanna lose out anymore...
chiongggg uh.
oh and,
how can i forget,
the laughters again in CO.
HAHAHHAH, yeahhh, Bryan Soon is super funny man.
he keeps burping loudly, in the middle of no where.
then he'll say sorry.
but my conductor still looked... disgusted.
HAHHA, its really really funny.
anyway,
i think i;ll be going to malaysia tmr.
HAHA, its time i go in uh.
i miss pepper! i bet itve grown alot luh,
ayyyye!
and sunday, will be another tryout in SCH
hahah, cause the previous time, we asked for video recording and paid for it.
but they didnt do it and they cant refund.
so, their own slot left avail is sun, 2pm.
soooo, we can go there again for a second tryout for freee.
and if you dont know.
we actually have to pay around 700bucks just for an hour of tryout in there..
and now we're getting an hour free.
cool huh. HAHAH.
okay, nvm
annddd,
best friends are best friends huhh.
we even fell sick tgt,
HAHHA, so now, every recess, i'll be popping the pills with shar.
hahahah.
ayyyye.
anddd, wanyiiii, DONT PON SCHOOL ANYMORE KAY!!
sad, come school and find ussss!
MAYFLOWER SECONDARY SCHOOL, CHINESE INSTRUMENTAL ORCHESTRA'S SYF WILL BE ON 21APRIL 2009, 11.20am. RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCED AT 12pm.
ALL THE BESTT GUYS, SHOW THEM WHAT WE ARE MADE OF!
since choir can move 2 steps up, from a bronze to a gold, we can certainly try for 1 step up, from a gold to a gold with honors uh!
jiayou!
14 April 2009
OH MY GOD
i cant stop laughing as i keep staring at this photograph.
oh my, it simply makes my stomach hurt like hell.
so, i have been laughing almost the whole day till my stomach hurts badly.
especially Bryan Soon, in CO.
oh my gosh, i was laughing like mad la please!
sheeesh!
my stomach was really painful and my windpipe was really choky and all.
it was horrible man. but really really funny.
kay, i wont elaborate further. if youre there, i bet you'll be laughing with me luh!
talking about choky windpipes,
I. AM. SICK.
hahhaha, wonderful or what.
so i consulted a doc today.
and, i was given more medicine than what i expected.
so, i have to start popping the pills.
and of course, the horrible make-you-giddy cough drop, which i have to take aft this.
sucks man.
i was almost given an MC for tmr.
but mummy says there isnt a need to.
haha, but i also wanna go to school luhh,
SA is coming, sucks balls man.
so,
its school, lessons, CO and on afew days, tuition.
ayyyye.
lifes a bore man.
everyone is so upset.
about life, studies, relationships, families and all.
ayyye, be strong guys!
stand up and fight the battle with a strong and positive mind.
time heals!
oh and i found out i hardly reply your tags huh?
hahah, pure laziness luh.
so, i'll start to form this new habbit..
replies to tags:
amanda : which amanda are you? and yesss, LAUREN CONRAD is Beauuuutifullll!
so you watch The Hills too huh?!?! hahhaah, head over heels man!
tiffany : hahah, yeah! will do soon. thanks for tagging!
wanyi : kay, thats random. but yeah!
time for the medicine, some work, and lastly, my bed!
:D
12 April 2009
among the sea of people out there, theres of course some mean one and some really nice people.
and thanks to lady luck whos on my side, ive met a really nice and honest person.
cause, SOME ONE FOUND MY PHONE AND RETURNED TO ME!
HAHAHAHHA, surprised or what, i was shocked to when mummy told me.
so, this boy who should be arnd my age, found my handphone.
and smartly, he found "mummy" in my contacts and called her.
but, its also weird, he only called aft 5 days or so?
kay nvm, i still got my phone.
and as a token of appreciation, mummy gave him 10bucks.
and on the car ride home, i was pondering.
did i deserve this? for this boy to return me my handphone?
when i lost my phone, i treated it as a punishment sent from god, as a retribution
for all the sins ive done.
but now, ive gotten the phone back.
and idk why, im not that excited...
perhaps, i dont think much of it. or simply, im weird.
HAH.
but, still, daddy wants to keep the phone till he thinks i deserve it back.
cause he says im "kurang ajar"
and, i accept this idea of it, idk why.
i wasnt rebellious or angry when he told me that...
i think i deserve it myself.
so maybe, im really that bad.
oh so anyway,
ytd, at my lowest point of time,
my chubby bubbly friend came to rescue me.
HHAHAH.
my skinny white friend wanted to help.
but a pity she couldnt...
but still, sincerely appreciated darling!
so, i called ms lim dao min.
and asked her to come find me.
and surprisingly, her parents drove her here!
and she came!
HAHHA, it was really cool. causee it was really a last minute decision and i thought it would be a negative answer.
surprisingly, she called me with her cheerful voice and said its a yes.
and she was in my house the next min.
but as i couldnt stand the face of someone in my house,
we went down to study.
and, it was filled with pure laughter and stomach aches i tell you.
it was pure entertainment that made me laugh till my stomach hurt.
and it was those little actions that she done to make me so happy
it was, nice as the cool night wind blew our hairs and the laughters were really loud and there was some extra noise... HAH, that only me and dm will know :D
oh and we wanted to give geena a surprise...
( she stays 4 blocks away from me, if you dont know...)
a pity she wasnt at home??
ayyyyye.
anyway still,
thanks ms lim dm.
greatly appreciated! you made my dull life turn colourful.
thanksss.
oh, speaking of colourful, her shirt ytd sure was very colourful!
pictures later or another day,
and youll see it. HAHA
and, im going for a facial now.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, if only it can turn me prettier.
ayyye, im talking crap.
kay, bye.
and sharlene, please please cheerup!
i;ll be there with you with the high sugar contents and all.
and im willing to spend my last 10bucks for the rest of the yr on you!
icecream, chocolate, dresses, bangles, anything that will make you smile!
just, dont cry cause its over but smile cause it has happened kay!
you still have me dm wanyi and geena.
and we'll be there for you at your darkest and lowest point of times.
so, cheerup kay! i;lll try to sneak out later to find you!
i love you!!
ayyye, the thing i predicted really happened ):
oh did i mention,
its HALF DAY TMR?!?!?!?
i only go to school for 2 periods of PE and we can go homeee!
HAHAH, lame or what.
but sadly, i still have CO till 1.
but aftwards, itll be some movie marathon, i guess?
:D
and thanks to lady luck whos on my side, ive met a really nice and honest person.
cause, SOME ONE FOUND MY PHONE AND RETURNED TO ME!
HAHAHAHHA, surprised or what, i was shocked to when mummy told me.
so, this boy who should be arnd my age, found my handphone.
and smartly, he found "mummy" in my contacts and called her.
but, its also weird, he only called aft 5 days or so?
kay nvm, i still got my phone.
and as a token of appreciation, mummy gave him 10bucks.
and on the car ride home, i was pondering.
did i deserve this? for this boy to return me my handphone?
when i lost my phone, i treated it as a punishment sent from god, as a retribution
for all the sins ive done.
but now, ive gotten the phone back.
and idk why, im not that excited...
perhaps, i dont think much of it. or simply, im weird.
HAH.
but, still, daddy wants to keep the phone till he thinks i deserve it back.
cause he says im "kurang ajar"
and, i accept this idea of it, idk why.
i wasnt rebellious or angry when he told me that...
i think i deserve it myself.
so maybe, im really that bad.
oh so anyway,
ytd, at my lowest point of time,
my chubby bubbly friend came to rescue me.
HHAHAH.
my skinny white friend wanted to help.
but a pity she couldnt...
but still, sincerely appreciated darling!
so, i called ms lim dao min.
and asked her to come find me.
and surprisingly, her parents drove her here!
and she came!
HAHHA, it was really cool. causee it was really a last minute decision and i thought it would be a negative answer.
surprisingly, she called me with her cheerful voice and said its a yes.
and she was in my house the next min.
but as i couldnt stand the face of someone in my house,
we went down to study.
and, it was filled with pure laughter and stomach aches i tell you.
it was pure entertainment that made me laugh till my stomach hurt.
and it was those little actions that she done to make me so happy
it was, nice as the cool night wind blew our hairs and the laughters were really loud and there was some extra noise... HAH, that only me and dm will know :D
oh and we wanted to give geena a surprise...
( she stays 4 blocks away from me, if you dont know...)
a pity she wasnt at home??
ayyyyye.
anyway still,
thanks ms lim dm.
greatly appreciated! you made my dull life turn colourful.
thanksss.
oh, speaking of colourful, her shirt ytd sure was very colourful!
pictures later or another day,
and youll see it. HAHA
and, im going for a facial now.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, if only it can turn me prettier.
ayyye, im talking crap.
kay, bye.
and sharlene, please please cheerup!
i;ll be there with you with the high sugar contents and all.
and im willing to spend my last 10bucks for the rest of the yr on you!
icecream, chocolate, dresses, bangles, anything that will make you smile!
just, dont cry cause its over but smile cause it has happened kay!
you still have me dm wanyi and geena.
and we'll be there for you at your darkest and lowest point of times.
so, cheerup kay! i;lll try to sneak out later to find you!
i love you!!
ayyye, the thing i predicted really happened ):
oh did i mention,
its HALF DAY TMR?!?!?!?
i only go to school for 2 periods of PE and we can go homeee!
HAHAH, lame or what.
but sadly, i still have CO till 1.
but aftwards, itll be some movie marathon, i guess?
:D
11 April 2009
Yesterday..
sorry i spoiled it ):
idk the little boy. someone just took this. HAH.
the other day...
brown hair! HAHAHA
some overdued photos...
cousin's wedding
phillippine relatives who came to singapore.
okay so im grounded.
sucks.
daddy and mommy says we are wonderers.
hahah, what the hell.
ayyye. sucks.
so, to ease my boredom on this saturday afternoon,
im talking to the bubbly cute and amusing lim dao min.
HAHHA she simply makes my day.
shes just so innocent and funny luh,
ayyyye.
anyway, she made me lose a chance...................................................
HAHAHAHHA
tskkk, im such a nice person la pls.
HAHA.
im bored to hell.
and i have to stay at home seeing someone's face.
and i didnt even touch her things and she says i took it
what the hell man.
im not borned to let you anyhow say kay.
you go find properly first then you come accuse me, then you call me a bitch.
cause currently, you dont have th right to do so without evidence!
sucks.
and ms lim went to sleep when i put down the call for awhile cause my cousin came.
and so she cant make me happy now
):
grrrrrrrrr,
damn. the rents will be back tmr.
which means, another boring sunday,
sucks.
my. life. sucks. balls.
b.o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o
someone, PLEASE entertain me...
theres no privacy is there?
ayyyyyye
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