Cheryl(:

OH. MY. GOSH.
THE THING IVE NEVER EXPECTED TO HAPPEN, HAPPENED.
HOW NICE.

its really crazy.
okay, this time, im really busting with alot alot of secrets, thoughts and feelings.
its time to update my private blog, writing vehemently with every single thing.

1) i told the wrong person everything... telling you was useless.., cause you dont even seem to bother abt it.
2) i keep getting pangsehed. and when i tell them, they just say so much. in the end also my fault. ayye, forget it, why do i keep bothering about it anyway.
3) i wanna go cheena, but my mum keep wanting to tag along. and i really dont want her to go. and she just begins scolding me.. saying i am very rude blah blah. like what? i really never even say anything la. " im the one paying for you okay! if i tell daddy abt this, he will forbid you to go!" blah blah, she just keep rattling on.
urgh, pissed pissed!
4) GOH KIT JU AH, can you please stop mia-ing and be my bestest frienddd? i really got alot of things to say but no one to tell and yourre never to be found )))))):
5) im very very moody cause no one talks to me.
6) im very jealous of someone. (shartan, please, dont think its you. HAH!)
7) i wanna shout and scream and jump and fall and blah blah blah!
!@#$%%^&*()_)(*&)_%^@#^&+$@^$*&%((_%(^&#)@+%()#*(^#)@_@*%#(!@#$!!!!!!

im stupified from the abdominable truth.
like..wow........

nobodys perfect.
dear lord, just send me a robot.
who can communicate with me and listen to all my ups and downs and tell me what to do and go shopping with me, eat with me, sleep with me, play with me, talk to me, study with me, emo with me, laugh with me, cry with me.
and i'll thank ye lord our god.

P.S youknow, sometimes i really miss those prayers in the morning during pri school.
that day go art mazing, it felt so weird to me. cause i was reminiscing the past...
" and at this time, mrs goh will lead us in a prayer..." hahahah, good times good times. im weird youknow, for missing these lil things... ayye.