Cheryl(:

my eyelids are soo heavy aft all those tears.
i cried, early in the morning, under the blanket.
and almost got caned.
during that time, ive thought of so many things ive done wrong.
but its a little to late to realise...
cause whats done is done, and cannot be undone.

sometimes, people may get out of hand when they are having fun and they just dont realise it right?
sometimes, people try to help in certain ways but is not only rejected but also made fun of.
sometimes, somethings are just so hard to control.
sometimes, things get difficult for you and you just dont know what to do.
sometimes, things just always goes the wrong way.

i'll be there, thinking, whose fault is it.
me?
my friends?
my family?
who knows...

but in the very end, no matter whose fault it is, its just all blamed on you so you'll have to carry all the burden and punishment, no matter what.
):
its stressing me out.
initiative,boy.
stop dreeaming, start living, cheryl