Cheryl(:

super duper moody today... just so so upset... after all i've done, all the time i put in, all the sweats and tears... this is what i get... just so upset about everything that happened... no face anymore... why siaaaaa.... nothings going my way... i keep feeling like no one is appreciating what ive been doing... im so demoralized......... i need time. more time. so so much to catch up on... everyones taking this chance to buck up on their studies and do well while im reaching home at 10 every night, dead beat. ive got such a long to-do-list but ive yet to check anything off it... and i can continue sitting here, continue procastinating........ it just goes on. just so fucked up... ugh.