Happened to stumble upon a web and saw something which made my mood drop totally... I've been in such a tough position... And No one understands (well, except 'you') what I'm going thru. I hardly have any time for myself, my friends, my boyfriend, my family. Yet someone's comment on a random page can make me feel so upset... Just hoping 20th of April will hurry arrive and we will be clinching the Gold With Honours filled with glory. Then I will officially step down of my position, get out of my CCA, focus on my studies 100%, bond with ALL my friends, have dinner with my family more often, spend more time with the boyfriend other than to and fro tuition/ home journeys, bring my popo out once in a while, juggle everything well. That's the day I will be waiting for...... It will come, right? Yes it will... But another big question... Are these people willing to give me a chance by waiting till then so I can make up to them??? Nah....... Doubt so.... Sigh, lifes so difficult.
I need to fight against time. Every second, the clock ticks. Every second, you're making a decision. To continue blogging? To head to bed now? To have this for breakfast? What time to wake up tmr? To reply a text? To do this subject now? To go home? To walk this way? What to wear? To go out or stay home? To get this settled? To give in again? To make the first step? Every. Decision. Counts.
And that sucks.
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