sitting in the hall watching my seniors receive their Olvl results today sure was... depressing.
the whole atmosphere was so.. cold. thoroughly filled with fear and anxiety.
i could feel it thou i wasnt one of them awaiting for my slip.
i was so so so scared sitting there. idk why.
perhaps cause the thought of 2 yrs down, i'll be there just keeps bothering me.
nothing but scary...
ohwell.
some of my seniors did really well.
chairperson for CO got 7 points!!!
(the prev yr's got 10 points.)
some other CO seniors scored really well like 9, 10, 11 etc.
congrats to all.
however of course there were some that didnt score so ideally.
seeing them cry made me wanna tear too...
i really cant imagine my turn.
seriously.
whats more with this super competitive attitude of mine,
which will only pull me down even more.
im so scared now seriously...
good luck to jaslyn, chun, syuhrah, yijie etc etc who will be sitting for theirs this yr!
the whole atmosphere was so.. cold. thoroughly filled with fear and anxiety.
i could feel it thou i wasnt one of them awaiting for my slip.
i was so so so scared sitting there. idk why.
perhaps cause the thought of 2 yrs down, i'll be there just keeps bothering me.
nothing but scary...
ohwell.
some of my seniors did really well.
chairperson for CO got 7 points!!!
(the prev yr's got 10 points.)
some other CO seniors scored really well like 9, 10, 11 etc.
congrats to all.
however of course there were some that didnt score so ideally.
seeing them cry made me wanna tear too...
i really cant imagine my turn.
seriously.
whats more with this super competitive attitude of mine,
which will only pull me down even more.
im so scared now seriously...
good luck to jaslyn, chun, syuhrah, yijie etc etc who will be sitting for theirs this yr!
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