06 January 2010

okay, theres actually quite a number of things that are kept within me which i cant spill. some thats promised not to be told, some which i dont wanna share, some thats things which i know but i dont wanna share cause i'll feel theres this secret between us and its kinda a special feeling. theres friends around me now who are really down after / due to some things but i decided to just keep mum and let them undergo it themselves. some things dont need to be expressed. some should just be kept within. so i'll just listen, nod my head and keep quiet. but actually after hearing these little things, theres quite alot thats going thru my mind but oh well, no one will say youre a mute if you just keep quiet for those few moments instead of saying some things which might hurt them or whatsoever right? okay, you wont understand. however, things have been going quite okay for me these few days. lessons have been oh-so-great. teachers have been really nice, classes have been okay,friends (esp the guys) have grown ALOT, stress is still increasing, responsibilities are still high on demand from some teachers. however, im not gonna give up so fast. and YOU shouldnt too.

zaijian

No comments: