i can sit and read blogs and suddenly miss a friend.
so much so till i tear infront of the screen...
but i just continue keeping quiet, hoping this dear friend of mine will return to me like how we used to be..........................................................................................................
in less than 4o days. the major almighty SA2 is marching in our way...
its time i really gotta shut myself from things, people and all the nonsensical nonsenses.
this year has been a huge tornado for me.
ive been thru HUGE craps and walked on really roacky roads, ive changed.
not for the better, but for the worse, i guess.
so much so that even teachers has discovered.
ive been sleeping through lessons, chit chatting and gossiping with my annoying friend (HAHAHA)
sitting down and listening to lessons seems to be the hardest thing possible to accomplish now.
handing work on time is even worse.
(fyi, im owing my teacher a truckload of maths assignments, as much as over 50 now i guess.)
my old habits are so hard to kick.
guilt pricks me when i realise im exposing my horrible sight to those loved ones around me again.
but its so... difficult.
its time i get the old me back but at the same time, enjoy this new me.
pull up your socks, or you'll go downhill
so much so till i tear infront of the screen...
but i just continue keeping quiet, hoping this dear friend of mine will return to me like how we used to be..........................................................................................................
in less than 4o days. the major almighty SA2 is marching in our way...
its time i really gotta shut myself from things, people and all the nonsensical nonsenses.
this year has been a huge tornado for me.
ive been thru HUGE craps and walked on really roacky roads, ive changed.
not for the better, but for the worse, i guess.
so much so that even teachers has discovered.
ive been sleeping through lessons, chit chatting and gossiping with my annoying friend (HAHAHA)
sitting down and listening to lessons seems to be the hardest thing possible to accomplish now.
handing work on time is even worse.
(fyi, im owing my teacher a truckload of maths assignments, as much as over 50 now i guess.)
my old habits are so hard to kick.
guilt pricks me when i realise im exposing my horrible sight to those loved ones around me again.
but its so... difficult.
its time i get the old me back but at the same time, enjoy this new me.
pull up your socks, or you'll go downhill
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