i can sit and read blogs and suddenly miss a friend.
so much so till i tear infront of the screen...
but i just continue keeping quiet, hoping this dear friend of mine will return to me like how we used to be..........................................................................................................

in less than 4o days. the major almighty SA2 is marching in our way...
its time i really gotta shut myself from things, people and all the nonsensical nonsenses.
this year has been a huge tornado for me.
ive been thru HUGE craps and walked on really roacky roads, ive changed.
not for the better, but for the worse, i guess.
so much so that even teachers has discovered.
ive been sleeping through lessons, chit chatting and gossiping with my annoying friend (HAHAHA)
sitting down and listening to lessons seems to be the hardest thing possible to accomplish now.
handing work on time is even worse.
(fyi, im owing my teacher a truckload of maths assignments, as much as over 50 now i guess.)

my old habits are so hard to kick.
guilt pricks me when i realise im exposing my horrible sight to those loved ones around me again.
but its so... difficult.
its time i get the old me back but at the same time, enjoy this new me.

pull up your socks, or you'll go downhill

heehee sharshar looks so cute in my nightiee

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’ If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it’s because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. THEY’RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME.Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget. When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.

(source: gloriawantsmoney)

i like to feed myself with weird thinkings, unrealistic dreams and wishes.
i wanna live and rot in a world of my own...

greedy wishmaker... tsk.

Happy Birthday, NYZ!!

hmms, unwell since the night before but still headed for school ytd.

ended up crying twice. such a weakling...

oh well, at least i gave school a miss today!

hehe

poor boy...








HAHAHA look at the yawning guy behind!!!




To revive a struggling relationship, there comes a point when we must stop protecting what we have to allow for what we truly need. moving forward can mean reaching out, reaching back or reaching balance. when new journeys can start with a single step, they can end just as quickly as a single misstep. and when even the healthiest relationship finds itself on the life support, its important to remember its always up to you for who remains alive.