Cheryl(:

Should i feel the most embarrassed?
should i apologise?

for i've known you the longest,
for im the one who tried reallllly hard to mend the friendship you broke with her and i succeed,
for im somehow the person to bring you in the group.
SHOULD I?

you've done things to me before.
not once, twice.
but this yr, history repeats itself again.
and once again, you;ve done things to me not once, but twice.
but did i confront you?
No.
did i ask you why?
No.
did i ask for an apology?
No.
did i ignore you?
No.

i've forgiven you, in total FOUR TIMES!

and now...
everyone's invited, except me.

this may seem a really SMALL TINY WEENY problem.
but somehow or another, im affected by it...

am i ever a friend to you?

everyone has blogged abt it.
and you can see, im the last.
you know why?
its cause i really dont know what to say anymore...

if im asked to apologise to the clique,
i'll gladly do so.
but...
we all know deep inside.
no matter how mean you are,
what you;ve done,
what youve said,
the memories you had with us will still be locked in our hearts...

thanks for your hug when i tear.
thanks for your sweets when im down.
thanks for accepting me in your house when my granny caned me (do you even rmb?)
thanks for your mee goreng, your apple juice, your everything.
thanks for your really silly cuteness that always me me smile.

today i wore your present for me to the esplanade..
and i cant help myself from thinking all thats happened...
is this neccessary??

we were once so strong... you cant forget it...