Cheryl(:

blogged on 3.45am, hence date.
but im still gonna post like its 16

- kitju [90%]
- joyce [100%]
- geena [40%]
- shar [40%] (gonna be 70% soon!)
- wanyi [50%]
- daomin [40%] ( gonna be 100% soon!)
- chiaee [100%]
- tzyyling [100%]
- virginia [30%] (know what to buy alr!)
- jinli [30%]

ayye, still so much more.
booo.

anyway, almost went berserk just now.
urgh, i hate my family.
13 yrs old but so many stupid problems.
i dont like life.
couldnt breathe, wanted to leave but nowhere to go, bawled my eyes out.
all red and chest hurt-ed.
was trembling and gasping for air.
was like some stupid asthma.

she kept pinching and hitting me.
wanted to use feather duster to wack me but was prevented by my mum.
tried to pull her away but she still kept coming.
then she said something which was oil adding to my fire.
i was so agitated, shouted to her something.
which made me guilty till now.

every since i had the dream,
i have never dared to agitate you too badly.
the dream was so real, i woke up crying
the whole dream has still always been vivid in my mind.
but today, while you were hitting me, i wasnt hating you but afraid that you'll get too agitated.

but you just kept harping on and on.
i was super agitated.

im sorry.

anyway, thanks to shar and yi.
for the care and concern.
(: