Cheryl(:

ayye.

i hate my birthday.
like seriously...

soo much things, so little time.
like fcukshit okay?

that stupid SL camp simply spoiled everything luh.
like... i could have gone to OLGC and celebrate with them or whatever..
shit luh.
now all can do is to celebrate in that freaking camp that will be physically demanding as it claims -.-
but im really afraid..
have been having breathing difficulties these few days, even just after climbing a overhead bridge.
yes, im very weak. i know.

like today, playing power ball...
it was really funn!
but i felt so giddy after it..
ayyyye. im dead..

mummy daddy doesnt know about this breathing problem..
cause i find it very hard to communicate with them.
maybe its just me..
mum just scolded me.. saying i have attitude problems.. -.-
like.. wth..

this yr's birthday is like shit.
like my dad doesnt care much.. cause he says that birthdays aint important.
and also, we'll be getting back our report books...
like.. crap shit la okay?
like no matter how pleased im with my marks, he doesnt know..

i will also have to celerate my birthday later.
mum doesnt know what to buy for me this year.
infact, everyone doesnt know what to buy for me..
ayyye. overall, it would be better not collecting la...

super pissed...
like my sis is pissed cause she doesnt know what to get me...
and when she asks me, i also dont know what i want...
like.. wtf? my fault ah?

idk.. i dont like it at all..
and everyone is like so bo lui...
and...

idk la...

aiya, just dont get me any presents la..

i'll just have a boring birthday.
its not as if i never had it before..
last year, i was like fucking sick??!?!?
so it was also postponed and all..
and on that very day of my birthday, i was lying in bed like a corpse.

so, it wont make much difference also..

i hate it..
not in the mood to celebrate it anymore.
super sian.

23rd may will just be another ordinary day for me.