Cheryl(:

family problems just keep rushing in
and its solely caused by one person.
my father.

he is seriously unreasonable.

i admit, he is seriously very goood.
but when he is in a bad mood, everyone's life just get wrecked.

i came home from school today afternoon.
my grandmother (mum's mum) was crying.
she says that she just keeps tearing.
i asked her why.
and she told me everything...

my father has been really moody this few weeks.
with problems coming from his company.
and problems with my sis...

but that doesnt mean he can flare up and scold everyone he sees.
and gamble away all his money on horses.
he is really asshole.

he hates it when my grandmother sometimes talk alot.
he gets pissed off...
he gets irritated and all.
and scolds my grandmother at times.
causing her so upset.
i tell you, one day, i swear now on my blog, im gonna do all this back to him when i have grown up, and let him understand how it feels.
by then, my grandmother would by gone (but i hope not), and i will take this revenge for her.

this yr, my sis is undergoing one of the most impt exams in singapore, the Os.
and my dad is damn unreasonable.
my sis is not the type who can study.
no offence, but seriously.
and she is more to the language, arts side.
everyone, or maybe me, can see that shes not that type of maths brainiac person.
and i understand, cause im one too but under the midst of trying to change.

then, she wants to drop amaths, cause she seriously cant excel in it.
and if im her, i would do the same.
but my parents just wouldnt allow.
and my dad just keep wanting her to go to a JC, never a POLY.

i mean, who doesnt want to go into a JC right?
but, sometimes, if it doesnt suit you, its no use no matter how hard you tried...

i would like to go to a JC too but i know i dont have the brain.

so, hes just super unreasonable, and just keep forcing my sis to a JC.

he doesnt care what she thinks.
he doesnt know how she even feels.
he doesnt know anything at all but all he know is that a JC gives her a brighter future.

yes, thats right.
but i believe everyone can excel in no matter where they are, be it JC or POLY!
if my sis has confidence in doing better in POLY, why force her into a JC where all she would do is just flunk?

who says that going into a POLY has no bright future?

singapore's educational system is so well now.
be it POLY/JC, you can excel!
maybe she can still go into a uni aftre poly!
who knows?
but all my dad has in mind is JC.

he is super unreasonable.

and so, there was a war, 10 mins ago, with my brave sister rebuking him.
and seriously, i was in my sis's side and i thought she did the right thing.
the future is hers!
she is 16!
she can think for her own!
yes, my parents meant well.
but, they actually dont know that they are harming her instead.

and when its my yr, im gonna do exactly the same!
im gonna fight for my rights!

be it POLY/JC.

sighhh.
he is a bastard sometimes, you just wish he dies immediately.

like now...

anyways,
thanks for sharing my woes.
thanks for reading my whole long page of problems.

so, if all you see is a cheerful, fun and nice girl in school,
you actually dont know how hurt she is.

a 12 going on 13 girl, experiencing all these.

whatever it is, i love all of them, cause they are still my family members no matter what.