hahs.
sharlene sweetheart, from me, to you.

before i go on,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEILA!
hahs.
okay.

erm..
TMR NO SCHOOL!
YAYYER.

maybe studying with friends tmr!
(((((((((:

anyways,
4 papers down.
7 more to go...

JIAYOU!

ME AND VIRGINIA DARLING!

I LOVE VIRGINIA!

MY DARLING WANYI!

I LOVVEEEEEEE THEM LOTTTSS!! WANYI,SHARLENE,JINLI!

HAHS.

hmmmms.

Chinese Paper 1 and geog today.

CHINESE PAPER 1-

i forgotten the letter format!
shit luh.
then the choices given to write about is like so boring.
so theres nothing much to write about.
gosh, my chinese is so dead now....

GEOGRAPHY-

im super ass careless lor...
shit me.
i spotted like 5 stupid mistakes!
im so dead...

MY As ARE FLYING AWAY...
BOOOOHOOOO ):

oh then after school,
went to eat ichiban with geena and daomin.
hahas.
then we went to buy baking stuff.
cause SOMEONE wanted to bake for her boyfriend...
hahahhs.
then SHE super fussy lor
:PPPPPPP
hahahs.
but we had fun luh...

then they went sushi shop help me buy.
while i go home bathe...
then very shiok luh.
KIWI ICE BLENDED plus SOFT GELLY.
nice nice!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHEILA!

and im very broke.
seriously broke now.
booo.


how are you?
imy.

HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hhahahhas

hmmmms.
im will be sitted at the library for this whole mid yr.
hahahhahas.
free aircon.
and i got extra 25mins for all the papers!
and i can end it any time i want!
shiok.
super shiok...

eng was okay today.
my compositions all write tooo many words leh.
then i try to cut her cut there.
hahahhas.
overall for both papers, its managable la.
wont fail, but hoping for my As.

then we had to stay back for the geography lesson.
got back the test on rivers.
and i did quite well!
surprisingly!
hahahahhas.
third in class with a few people.
lost to the top by one marks.
booo mak zhi jian.
haolian...
hahhas!

then after that, me, wanyi, sharlene, virginia and jinli went to AMK hub for lunch.
we went to buy sheila's present first.
then headed to pepper lunch.
yummyyy.
hahahhahs.
im still craving for more now.
:D
im super greedy, yes i know.
then we kept talking and taking pictures.
then there was one lady pissed off by us.
opppps.
hahs, we didnt really care la.

then after that, we headed home after feeling guilty conscious.
we wanted to go around AMK but did not in the end.
hahahs. we all headed home to study.
yes, we are guai! :D

hahahhahs.
anyways,
photos will be uploaded later...

needa study for Chinese paper 1 (compo) and geography exams tmr.
ALLL THE BEST TO ALL, ALL THE BEST TO ME!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

jiayou!

A TRUE BOYFRIEND.
seriously sweet...

1)When she walks away from you madly
[Follow her ]
2)When she stares at your mouth
[ Smile...then kiss her ]
3)When she pushes you or hits you
[ Hug her tight ]
4)When she starts cursing at you
[ Say i love you ]
5)When she's quiet
[ Hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
6)When she ignores you
[ Act cute so she'll notice you ]
7)When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
8)When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]
9)When you see her start crying
[ Hold her...ask her what's wrong ]
10)When you see her walking
[ Approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]
11)When she's scared
[ Assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]
12)When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ Tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]
13)When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it ]
14)When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
15)When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ Reassure her that everything is
okay ]
16)When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
17)When she says that she likes you
[ She really does more than you would
understand ]
17)When she grabs your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]
18)When she bumps into you
[ Bump her back and make her
laugh ]
19)When she tells you a secret
[ Keep it safe and untold ]
20)When she looks at you in your eyes
[ Dont look away until she does ]
21)When she misses you
[ She's hurting inside ]
22)When you break her heart
[ The pain never goes away ]
23)When she says its over
[ She still wants you to be hers ]


* Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.
* When she's mad, hug her tight and
don't let go.
* When she says she's ok, dont believe
it and talk with her.
* Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her.
* Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up.
* Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.
* Tease her and let her tease you back.
* Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
* Watch her favorite movie or show
with her even if you think its stupid.
* Give her the world.
* Let her wear your clothes.
* When she's bored or sad, hang out
with her.
* Let her know she's important to you.
* Kiss her in the pouring rain.
* When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

When she posts this,
[ She wants you to read it ]

and im waiting [:

i look ver ugly here, but my boyfriend looks very pretty.
so its a waste if i dont upload it.
hahahs. ILY, virginia!

pooof!

i just bath finish.
yes!
the whole day, i bath at 10pm.
hahas. im pro.

i slept the whole day leh!
i wasted a whole day!
gosh.
im so dead.
so after this, i will have to mug like hell.

i went to see the doctor for the third time in the month today.
and it was stupid.

sigh.
the next person im gonna see is not a doctor anymore.
its a specialist.
yeah.
need to go x-ray and all.
booooooo.

but its not that serious till i get operation luh.
heng ah!

and im given a very special letter and MC.
exempt from PE, AGAIN!
and a letter that says im given more time for all my exam papers!
woooooots!
i have extra time!
wahahhahahahhahahahs!

then of course, im given more stupid medicines.
but luckily, theres no horrible syrup to swallow this time.

hmmms.
i will just continue coughing and coughing.
cause the doctor says that there is not much cure.
and it MAY subside along with time..
maybe 1 week, maybe a month.
sigh.

but if it still continues for around 2weeks,
pooof.
im gonna go see a specialist and do a x-ray!
kinda coool leh.
do x-ray.
hahs. im crazy...

but, we'll see as time goes.

he says i have something like bronchitis.
called dont know what stupid virus which i cant be bothered to go rmb
hahs.

sigh, so im gonna continue having the "sexy voice", commented by my darling sharlene.

anyway, enough of all these doctor and virus crap.
its time, back to the books.

MID YEAR EXAMS - A FLUSH OF STRAIGHT As!
(and thats my goal.)


where are you when you are needed?
whered you go?
i miss your soul...
IMY 290208 - unknown.

hhhhelooo.
(:

hmmms.
today morning,
it was me, sheila and keshini's turn to go for the 1 to 1 talk with mrs vannan.
and i was the last one.
then she talked to me...
and said a whole load of things that braced me up.
which made my day.
(:
very nice to listen
hahahhahas.
then she talked to me about loads of things...
gosh.
seriously, mrs vannan rocks!
shes super understanding and kind.
ILOVEHER!

sigh.
theres nothing much actually..
i wanna get back to serious work...

I ♥LOVEEEE :

-JOYCEPEKWANLUN
-GOHKITJU
-GEENALIM
-AMANDAANG
-RACHAELRAMA
-CHERISSEPETERSON
-IRISWEE

-ZOENG
-TAN SHARLENE
-TANJINLI
-HOWANYI
-VIRGINIA
-KWAVERNISE
-SHEILAHO
-NGTZYYLING

muacks!

hmmmms.

PE today..
and mr kwek came after 2 days of MC.
then come back alr still shout shout shout.
hahahs.
poorthing.
then they had to do so many crunches and push ups.
hahs.
luckily im excused from PE for 2 weeks!
so i was sitting there...
doing the CCA card thing and all...
hahahhs.
then later have to time those failures and those who wants to re-run for 2.4
then still have to do the marking on the arm.
and have to record the timing.
tskkk,
he ask me to multi task...
sighhh..

then we got back the first maths test.
and boohoo.
hahs.
i thought i would do better.
and yes, i did.
by 1 mark!
sigh.
super careless lor.
shit me...

aiya.
im still freaking sick.
cough cough cough.
phelgm...
mucus.
seriously irritating.
so noise polluting.
im so dead.
need to go see the doctor for the THIRD time already.
and if it doesnt get well,
i may have to go hospital.
sigh.
stupid...

mid yr coming.
then i sick until like that.
want to take medicine, it will make me drowsy.
then i cannot study.
then if i don take medicine,
i will still continue being so sick.
sigh.

i want good grades!!!
i want 200 dollars.
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHHH.
crap shit.

because of ytd's NAPFA,
im having really bad muscle aches on my arm and stomach
caused by the IPU and Sit Ups.
booooooooooooooooo.
seriously pain.
tskkkk.

hmmmms.

The geog test today was okay!
in fact, quite simple!
wahahhas. cause i got study after regreting from the previous test okay...
hahahahs.
but i found out some careless mistakes after that...
sigh.

then the last 2 periods, LITERATURE.
wahpiang eh!
damn funny luh.

firstly, we got back class test 3!
and i did quite okay la.
but not as well.
booooo

then ms goh was explaining the stories and all.
which was plain plain boring!
seeriously boring,
then jinli was siting with me.
wanyi was sitting in front.
then there was this fly flying all around.
near wanyi!
then wanyi use the storybook keep trying to wack the fly!
then cause ms goh was standing in her direction in front,
me and jinli sit at the back see,
it looks like wanyi is wacking ms goh's face
wahahahhahahas.
then super funny lor.
then some more she infront of ms goh's lesson go wack fly...
when wacking flies simply imply that it is very boring, nothing to do.

so me and jinli just kept laughing and laughing.
and i was using my book to cover my mouth as i laugh.
then cause my stupid cough is still on,
i keep on laughing and coughing.
hahahahahas.
and ms goh was looking at us...
hahahhahahahahs.
super funny la, wanyi!
hahahahhahas.

then we had assembly...
super boring...
and the whole sec 1 was kept back lor.
like 15 mins or 20 like that.
boo them la.
tskkk.

im not gonna type much further..
goooooodbyyyyyyyyyye

pfffft.

wanyi brought seriously wonderful coockies for us again!
whoooos!
hahahahhahahs,
thanks, darling!
ILY!

music, dance was stupid.
im so sucky.

we finally got back out chinese paper!
hahas.
erm... i passed, of course.
the mark is alright... but i know i could have done better
]:

hmmms
we changed place today...
and i had to move all the way to the back.
and luckily, i managed to pull wanyi along!
hahahs.
so, we are now sitting as follows:


hmms. quite alright. but hard to see! ]:

then after school, we had NAPFA.
mr kwek is on MC.
boohoo.
so, i didnt know whether i should go.
but i still went in the end.
happy with myself for incline and sit ups.
both A.
as for sit and reach, 1 more cm to A!
tskkkkk.

as for the rest, tskkk.
forget about it.

mid yrs are coming.
base on the class test 3 results,
i should be able to do okay..
but, theres still big room for improvements.
so, these 2 weeks, no outing, nothing.
less time on computer and tv.
more time on books and books.

all the best to everyone out there,
be it primary or secondary school friends.
lets chiong together.
i believe some of us regretted for not doing so well in PSLE.
but, we can still do better in the future and this up coming major test is a good opportunity!
so, lets do it together and achieve good grades.

primary 6 charity girls of 07.
always rmb what mrs goh says!
buck up and or your results will go down hill!
hahahahhahahahahahhahas.
comeon, though we are all seperated,
we must still do well in where ever we are.
and we shall be soon on OLGC olmpic day, 23 MAY!
hahahhas, you know what date that is..
:P

IMY.
seriously.
but in my opinion of you so far, you are just another jerk same as the first one.
are all boys the same?
nothing but jerks?
but im wishing for the better of us.
and all the best to you...

hmmmms.

cough, block nose, running nose..

mucus, phlegm.

tissue paper, medicine.

are now the needs of my life.

boooohooooooo.
school tmr.
cant wait to see my darlings!
hahas.
(:

takecare, godbless!

just had a really yummy dinner.
hahs.
at this hour...
sigh. few more kilograms.
booohoooooo.

hmmmmmms.
in malaysia right now and will go out in the middle of the night, 1,2am.
sigh.
super tiring day.

hmmmms.
was suppose to go out to vivo with cherisse and amanda today.
but i didnt.
and i was super upset lor.
i was supposed to get cherisse her present.
but, i wasnt allowed to go last minute.
cause i have to go malaysia.
and i was crying like hell.
sigh.

sorry amanda.
sorry cherisse.
seriously sorry.

came in malaysia,
did some things.
and we went shopping!
yay!
i havent gone shopping in malaysia for a very long time alr.
hahs.
bought some story books...
some dvds..
wanted to get a realy nice converse bag.
but i didnt like the olive green colour.
sigh.
super upset.
wanted to get a roxy bag.
but it was too big....
super upset.
wanted to get the nike bag.
but geena has it alr.
ahhahahs.
suck la.

I NEED A BAG SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crap shit.
i wanna go shopping!!!
lalalalallalalalals.
but it will be 3 weeks after then i will be able to.
cause im not allowing myself to go out these few weeks until mid yrs are over.
sigh....
i want goooooooooooooooood gradeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess!
please, and thankyou.

and i seriously love the feeling of buying things!
SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

HAHS!
its all about me now!
geena needs some photography skills.
tskkk [:

geena came over, to study.
but from the very start, i know we will end up not studying at all!
hahs.
and it was super true luh.
geena was soooo distracted by her j.
dots....
booo her.

then i watched JUNO on her psp.
hahs!

and we ended up talking and taking pictures.
hahs.

my cough is seriously bad.
dont want that mild bronchitis ( or however its spelled. but ponounced as bron-kai-tist) to become a serious one.
booohooo.
then by that time, it will be super serious.
hahs!

sigh.
cough cough cough is all you will hear if youre near me or what.

hehs
im going out tmr!
and i'll blog about it tmr.
purrrrrrrrfect!


IMISSYOU!
boooooooooooooooo you.
you left me stranded here all alone.

35 days to my birthday.
hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhas.
-.-

boooos.
wanyi didnt come today.
so i sat with HER today.
all alone.
]:
wanyi darling! takecare!

then during chinese period,
i went to refill bottles and went to toilet with sharlene sweetheart.
wanted to sneak and go buy pink dolphin.
but there were teachers there so we dare not.
then saw mr kwek.
wanted to pass him the forms and all.
but i found out i left it in class.
boohoos.
he asked what im suffering from and all..
then i said i go mc, cannot do the swimming test next week.
and he says that i would have to swim ALONE!
boooooooooooooooooo him.
he said in a super sacarstic way.
tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
he said he will specially plan one for me.
it will be super awkward cannnnnn????????????

so after school looked for mr kwek.
to pass him my mc and all.
tsk.
before that, he said he would be either in the staff room, HOD or hall.
i went all 3 places and couldnt find him.
then i was really dehydrated with no water the whole day, i went to buy pink dolphin.
then i saw him, finally!
and ran to him...
finally! hahs. he HAD to keep me staying to print my MC.
when thats only for him and i don need it at all.
boo him.
so i had to wait and wait.
sigh.

thanks zoe for waiting for me and following me all around! ILOVEYOU!
im super bored. so i did this:♥(:

ARE YOU:
1. Perfect: nobody is...
2. Tall: nah. but hope so...
3. In your pajamas: Nope.
4. Left handed: Nopeeeeee

LAST
1. Friend you saw: hmmms. teomin i think.
2. Talked to on the phone: Wanyi.
3. Person to text you: teo jing.
4. Was today better than yesterday:
Erm. Same I think.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 3/7.
2. Color: idk.
3. Food: Depends on my appetite.
4. Place: Beach!

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
; sigh.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
; yes.

Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
; spiderwick.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
; School.

Q. Do you smile a lot?
; Er. nope.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
; yes .

Q: Are you a friendly person?
; Heh. idk.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
; My bed?

Q: Why did you sleep there?
; Because that's where I always sleep...

Q: When was the last time you cried?
; I think, monday.

Q: What was your last thought before
going to sleep last night?
; how is he doing.

Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad ten being great?
; 5..

Q: What do you hear right now?
; only hope, mandy moore.

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
; yes.

Q: What's your favorite month?
; may.

Q: Are you missing someone right now?
; YES!

Q: Are you tired?
; YES!

001. Real name?Cheryl Tan Mei Xuan
002 Birthday? 23 may.
003. Eye color? Brown.
004. Zodiac sign? gemini.
005. Male or female? Female.
006. Single? idk myself..seriously.
007. Crushing? idk.
009. Smart? hahs, trying to be.
010. Hair color? Brown.
011. Long or short? long.
013. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera? both..
015. Health freak? No.
021. Righty or lefty? Righty.

FIRSTS:
024. First best friend? GOH KIT JU
025. First award? forgotten.
026. First enemy? dunno.
027. First pet? Rabbit. or was it hamster?
028. First vacation? Malaysia

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating? No
050. Drinking? Nope.
052. I'm about to? Doze off.
053. Listening to? music.
054. Plans for today? try to study.
055. Waiting for? Me to start studying

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
068. Lips or eyes? Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? Taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous? Both
074. Sensitive or loud? Both
075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:
079. Drank bubbles? er.. nope.
080. Lost glasses/contacts? my eyesight is perfect! whooos.
081. Ran away from home? nope. but feel like at times.
084. Broken someone's heart? Uh. I
think.
085. Been arrested? yes, when playing police and thief.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Do you like someone? yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life?
yes.

100. Post as 100 truths..

*and i found out,99 is missing! hahas

booooohoooooooooooooo

the whole world was circling round and round.
or was it me? ...
hahahs. nah not a compo here.

i fainted in school today.
super boohoo.
actually alr passed 2.4
but want to try get better timing.
so went to run again.
then wanted to run with jinli and wanyi.
but, they like super sonic like that.
zoom off.
boohoo.
i was really uncomfortable in the first round alr.
then i fell somemore.
super weak.
then i perservered!
hahahs.
and when i finish,
i walk walk walk want to go sit,
i fainted.
but luckily tzyy ling, sharlene and the rest helped me.
so i didnt fall on the ground.

then wanyi and jinli came.
hahahs.
mr kwek also came..
then they carried me to the bench.
and was super weak, i didnt know what was happening lor.
then like keep dozing off.
finally, i managed to reach the bench.
sit there and fell asleep on tzyy ling's shoulders.
super uncomfortable. (me, not tzyy ling's shoulder!)
hahs.
then mr kwek ask wanyi go buy pink dolphin for me.
say i no sugar content.
what nonsense.
hahs.
but i get a cold and refreshing pink dolphin over all!
wahahhahahs.
and wanyi keep drinking.
tskkkkkk.


then went to the office.
and PE was like first 2 periods.
i stayed there all the way to after recess, last two periods.
which was like...
2 hours!?!?!?!
i wanted to go back to class.
cause mid yr coming, dont wanna skip classes.
but one of the teachers didnt allow me.
then alot of the teachers just keep asking why i there.
and all...
sigh.

and there was so many students who was also sick and reported to general office.
i think 4 or 5 in total.
hahahhas.

then, when i was super cold, one of the lady went around to borrow blanket for me.
hahs.
then mr kwek came and see.
and saw me.
asked whether got eat recess,
i said no.
then he was like "come, go eat with me. i also havent eat."

Cheryl " huh???? dont want la!"

mr kwek " no, come, you go canteen first, i go there later."

so i walked there lor.
and waited for him.
he helped me buy yong tau foo.
hahahahahs.
and there was like so many classes in the canteen...
he came back with one big bowl of yong tau foo.

Cheryl "wahh!? so much?!?!?"

mr kwek " no! you have very little compared to mine already! finish up! i dont like to waste my money (in a joking way)

Cheryl " ookay okay. fine fine."

so it was super awkward, eating with a male teacher alone, infront of so many other students and classes.
boohooooo.

after finishing that bigggg bowl.

mr kwek : "come, watermelon or honeydew?

cheryl : " no no. im very full. "

mr kwek : " no. choose one. if not you eat both!"

cheryl : " okay okay! fine! watermelon..."

he brought back a watermelon, honeydew, and papaya.

cheryl :" what?!?!?! you eat that two ah!"
mr kwek * laughs *

after eating the watermelon, he says to share the honeydew, half each.
cheryl. "nahhh, no thanks."
hahahs.

he kept talking to me.
alot of crap somemore.
hahahahhss.
hes quite nice actually.
[:

then wanyi fetched me back to class.

sighhh.

annyways, a big big big big big big big big big thank you to
SHARLENE
WANYI
JINLI
TZYYLING
and everyyone else who cared and askeb bout me.
but,
bigest thanks to MR KWEK!
wahhahahahahahs.


you werent there at all.
i doubt you even cares...
idk.
imy.

booohoo.

yesterday.
hmmms.
mrs vannan had a course for 3 days.
which is mod tues wed.
which means, we wont see her in our class for this whole week.
boohoo.
i simply love her though zoe says her lessons are boring.
zoe, youre mean.

dance lesson was fun.
we did really stupid actions and all.
hahahs.

then there was the chinese test.
i think its quite okay la.
just wishing for the better lor.

science was simply boring.
havent been paying attention during science lessons.
be it mr chew / mr chen
cause its equally boring.
and thats time i have to do something bout it.
sighhh.

english.
there was a relief teacher, ms oh.
who looks like pei yi, seriously.
hahas.
we did a really stupid compo.
boohoo.

and finally, HOME ECONS!
hahahs.
paired with my darling wanyo as usual.
and i kept bullying her.
hahahhahas.
like snatching the seat and all.
hahahs.
she is the bestest partner to cook with okay......
then we cooked chicken kebabs.
and there was a extra plate of chicken.
so we asked ms chia and she allowed us to make a extra set.
hahahs. which means double the fun!
hahahhas. so we cooked lor.
we marinated the chicken until super disgusting.
and since me and wanyi loves tomatoes so much, we had 3 tomatoes.
hahahhas.
then terry, jiafu and yingzhong kept coming and snatching the chicken kebabs from us.
hahahahs.
me and wanyi was so irritated.
then wanyi kept hitting them and all.
hahahahahs.
they are so greedyyy.
but in the end, they managed to get one kebab.
boohoo.
hahahhas.
then we gave jinli and sharlene to try some.
hahahas.

andand, while walking from the cookery back to class,
i was walking with ms chia.
then forgot what we talking about,
she suddenly say " you're from a convent girls school is it?"
then i was like " ya ya. how you know?"
ms chia " can see. you have the looks like one."
me " huh? looks? hahs. how to see?"
then she just kept smiling..
and said she was from IJ toa payoh pri and sec.
hahahahs.
awww.

TODAY.

english.
boring la.
ms oh came again and asked us to do a compo with a summary.
sian.

geo.
had geo test.
and i forgot all i learnt leh!!!
crap shit lor.
sigh.
studied for nothing.
booooohooooooo.

emaths.
suddenly say got re test.
and mrs rum kept saying this paper is easier.
i had simply no mood to do maths,
i was super sian.
but forced myself to concentrate.
and think that this paper is harder than the previous one.
sigh.
even my smart friend vernise thinks so too.
hahahhahas.
yay!

literature.
boring ms goh la.
theres nothing to talk about.
hmmms.
then i was playing with keshini's glue.
and i put alot on my hand.
then let it dry.
then when dry, i pluck some out then there was like holes.
wanyi was so disgusted when she saw.
ahahahahahas.
so cute.
then vernise also.
then they wanted to do to scare people.
hahahas.
i helped them.
hahahahhas.
im kinda crazy at times la.



daddy was really crazy.
he came out.
and had some stupid talk.
but as i have geo test today,
i didnt wanna go and listen.
and i slammed the door infront of him.

hmmms, im kinda moody these few days.
so, friends, if i suddenly ignore you or what,
or suddenly very angry and all,
i apologise okay?
im super stressed and all.
im sry...


i kept trying to force myself to study to not think about you.
and keep occupying myself with things so that i wont think about you.
you are different from the person i knew.
or is it i see you wrongly from the very beginning?
idk.
but i know no matter how busy i can be,
you will still be thought of.
before i sleep, when you used to send super sweet sms that made me sleep well.
and all.
sigh.
i didnt know it would be over so fast.
boohoo.

ZOE NG. she rocks luh... i love her loaddds, seriously!
she makes my day!



TEO MIN. (((:

we make each of our day so wonderful with our nonsense.
hahahs.


hmmmms.
i dont really feel like blogging much.
so yeah...
school tmr.

take care, godbless.
ILOVEYOU.

!

the pouch i bought the other day!



rip curl!!! (: love it loaddds!



Primary 6 flea market. see me? :DDD



hahahs. kaleidescope. I&E flea market. my headddd!



hahahas. my art work on display! third on the second row! the orange and yellow one. hahahas! joyce, see yours too???



my packed and mantained table!



my sister's dont care mount everest.

hahahahas.
i went out todayyyy!
with besties geena and kitju!
nice nice!

hmmms. kitju called me early in the morning at 11am..
and asked me out..
like so random..
then asked geena..
met at j8...

wanted to watch movie but the timing didnt suit us...

so went to eat at sakae sushi!
damn shiok.
took pictures but its with my dear kitju!
hahahhas.
miss her loads lor!

then we shopped around.
went arcade and played the mario game!
i won, as usual! hahahahahhas
i love that game.
then went to play the the drum game.
hahahas,
we accidentally chose a 17* one.
and i play until my hand damn pain!
sighh.
hahahas. but it was funnn!

then we continued shopping...

went amk hub after that.
shopped shopped.
then kitju met her friend and went to some concert thing...

so i walked home with geena.
went her house, used her com, showed her people's profiles and all.
then we just kept talking and talking...

its been so long since we talked sooo much leh!
hahahs.
then she wanted to come my house.
but i found out my daddy came home!
shit lor.
i ran out without his permission leh.
then i told her cannot..
sryy geena.
i promise you, another day okay???
im so so sry.

hahahhas. they made my day!
i love them loadddds!
its a pity pek pek couldnt come tooo!

family problems just keep rushing in
and its solely caused by one person.
my father.

he is seriously unreasonable.

i admit, he is seriously very goood.
but when he is in a bad mood, everyone's life just get wrecked.

i came home from school today afternoon.
my grandmother (mum's mum) was crying.
she says that she just keeps tearing.
i asked her why.
and she told me everything...

my father has been really moody this few weeks.
with problems coming from his company.
and problems with my sis...

but that doesnt mean he can flare up and scold everyone he sees.
and gamble away all his money on horses.
he is really asshole.

he hates it when my grandmother sometimes talk alot.
he gets pissed off...
he gets irritated and all.
and scolds my grandmother at times.
causing her so upset.
i tell you, one day, i swear now on my blog, im gonna do all this back to him when i have grown up, and let him understand how it feels.
by then, my grandmother would by gone (but i hope not), and i will take this revenge for her.

this yr, my sis is undergoing one of the most impt exams in singapore, the Os.
and my dad is damn unreasonable.
my sis is not the type who can study.
no offence, but seriously.
and she is more to the language, arts side.
everyone, or maybe me, can see that shes not that type of maths brainiac person.
and i understand, cause im one too but under the midst of trying to change.

then, she wants to drop amaths, cause she seriously cant excel in it.
and if im her, i would do the same.
but my parents just wouldnt allow.
and my dad just keep wanting her to go to a JC, never a POLY.

i mean, who doesnt want to go into a JC right?
but, sometimes, if it doesnt suit you, its no use no matter how hard you tried...

i would like to go to a JC too but i know i dont have the brain.

so, hes just super unreasonable, and just keep forcing my sis to a JC.

he doesnt care what she thinks.
he doesnt know how she even feels.
he doesnt know anything at all but all he know is that a JC gives her a brighter future.

yes, thats right.
but i believe everyone can excel in no matter where they are, be it JC or POLY!
if my sis has confidence in doing better in POLY, why force her into a JC where all she would do is just flunk?

who says that going into a POLY has no bright future?

singapore's educational system is so well now.
be it POLY/JC, you can excel!
maybe she can still go into a uni aftre poly!
who knows?
but all my dad has in mind is JC.

he is super unreasonable.

and so, there was a war, 10 mins ago, with my brave sister rebuking him.
and seriously, i was in my sis's side and i thought she did the right thing.
the future is hers!
she is 16!
she can think for her own!
yes, my parents meant well.
but, they actually dont know that they are harming her instead.

and when its my yr, im gonna do exactly the same!
im gonna fight for my rights!

be it POLY/JC.

sighhh.
he is a bastard sometimes, you just wish he dies immediately.

like now...

anyways,
thanks for sharing my woes.
thanks for reading my whole long page of problems.

so, if all you see is a cheerful, fun and nice girl in school,
you actually dont know how hurt she is.

a 12 going on 13 girl, experiencing all these.

whatever it is, i love all of them, cause they are still my family members no matter what.

im gonna make this post fast, i guess.

hahhahs.
okays...
so school's school.

ART -
we continued drawing 3D object...
but more complicated one...
then last week's work,
i got 91/100 sia...
:DDDDDD
nicenice.
so, im still doing today's work now..
and im quite happy with it, i guess.
just hoping for the better grade!
(((((((:

hmmms.
andand, my laptop is crazy again sia.
crap shit.
damn it.
sighhh.

anyways,
i wanna go eat dinner.
buhbye! (:

i miss you, seriously. dont make me give up on you please...

wanyi's face cut off, jinli, sharlene, me.

hahahs.
heeey lo.
im gonna faster blog before it turns to 12am.
siannn.

hmmms.
has sport day.
and guess what,
the house champion for 2008 is PHOENIX(yellow) !!!
:PPPPPPP
like 5 yrs griffin(black) was first
and now, we wonnn!
hahahahhas.
and found out there was alot of fast runners...
nicenice.
hmmms.
though jiafu, yingzhong, terry, zhijian, masri didnt win,
we know they still did their best.
hahahs. thanks for doing 1D proud! (:
then zhijian was running really slowly, idk why.
hahahs.
anyways, he still ran
and masri, jiafu run really fast okay..
hahahs.

then after sitting under the hotttt sun for so long then they ask us go to the shade.
before that still say cannot go sit in the shade there...
sian la.
but after moving, its really nice.
cause its windy (:
then we took pictures.
and i found out, im really ugly now.
sigh.
and wanyi they all just keep saying im chio and crap.
they seriously have no taste.

then after that, we went to j8 eat at mos burger.
terriyaki chicken burger.
shiok..
then we went to change.
and we went to tzyy ling's hse cause they wanted to change.
then... tzyy ling wear until damn sexy lor.
like going fashion show like that..
but its not my style...
hahs.
then we watched spiderwick chronicles.
quite nice leh.
not bad!
hahahhas.
then i go home la.
cause i was really sleepy and sticky..
and went home while they went to the library i guess.
ahahahs.
and during the whole time in j8, we just keep seeing alot of mayflowerians.
hahahs
see, if know, then run!
hahahhs.
anyways, it was really nice.
thanks guys.

hmmmms.
i brought home kaishan's cello!
hahahahs.
havent play yet..
just came home from tuition.

sigh.
tmr sports day @ bishan stadium...
then me, wanyi, tzyy ling and jinli going out.
and i will upload by then...

hmmmms.
phoenix is in the lead and its still gonna continue leading after tmr!
GO PHOENIX!!!



dont make me give up on you slowly...
i really dont want it to be like the previous one..

heeehhhlloooooo

hahs.
im halfway studying and i came to blog
XD
hmmms.

lit test today was okay i guess.
[[[[[:
just wishing for the better

maths test was also okay to me la.
just afraid la..
also, wishing for the better.

hehs.

hmmms.
health screening today.
back bone still positive (which is actually bad, if you dont know)
who cares.
sigh
dont hunch back can le lah
:D

after staying back for maths test,
i decided to go CO da zu (big group = seniors lah), which i actually dont need to go.
but i was asked many many times to go and listen the whole orchestra play together.
then okay lor... i went today.
and then they say that today the instructor wanna see the percussion only cause they helping for the speech day.
suay ahhh.
i everytime don go.
now i go, they don play.
damn ass.

so went to classroom to practice and all.
...
then briefing, they say that CO will stop awhile till may i think.
cause of mid year, speech day, sports day this thus and all.
zzzzz.
then they say ALLLLLL must bring instrument home.
me and zhixin was like.
huhhhhhhhhh!
dont want!!!!!!!!!

after that incident, i have phobia and besides my cello is not mended.
then they ask me to bring one home no matter what.
wah, me and zhi xin was like keep finding reasons not to bring home lor.
ours is cello lehh.
the biggest instrument that can be brought home.
which is very heavy.
unlike dizi or suona.
tskkk.

but in the end,
we still have to take it.
but cause it was like 7 plus after briefing,
we were too lazy to carry.
so me, zhixin and peiqi gonna meet after school tmr...
then we will take together..
sighhh.
sian.

anyways,
i wanna do my studying and all.
:D

listening to muttons to midnight,
studying (:

i miss you boy.
seriously.
dont be like the ex.
dont make me upset again
it took me months to recover from the previous.
i dont wanna waste another few months.
please, sms back.
i praying each day, its not gonna end...
i wonder sometimes.
why are roses used to represent love?
when the petals fall and whither easily in the end??
idk...


"dont cry because its over,
smile because it has happened"

yipeeeee.

i got my laptop back,
with no virus, without losing anything!
which is perfect! :D
hahhahahas.
nice nice.

hmmmms.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TZYY LING CHIOBU!
:DDDDDDDDDD
wanyi bought and brought a really really good cake.
seriously chocolaty and shiok.
at the bottom still have the biscuit thing.
which is like the hazelnut chocolate thing
i dont know how to say but it tasted really good!
thanks wanyi!
then music,
dance dance dance.
its quite crappy actually.
chinese,
no test, did compo =.=
after recess,
science,
plain boringgg
english,
fun! we did rhyming words.
hahas.
home econs,
we did practical test on egg white,
and i think it was kinda boring la.
but next week, we are cooking!
yay!!
and i got back my home econs test 3 result,
and i did really well!
its a 32/35!
hehs (:

Chinese Orchestra.
it was just practicing and practicing.
sitting till my butt is seriously painful.
playing till i get blisters on my finger tips.
sighh.
next time need to wear plaster before play sia.
i think i pressed the strings too hard or what la.
but, my cello has certainly improved.
clarence bought us drinks today.
nice nice.
thanks, clarence!
hahahhas.
i seriously think MFCO cello and double bass rocks lor.
hahhahas.

KAI SHAN, YA YUN, ZHI XIN, CAI LIN, LYNETTE, PEIQI, JESSIE, FELICIA, CLARENCE, XUE YI and xiangli.

hahhahas. nice nice
i certainly didnt make the wrong desicion.
:DDD

i have 2 tests tmr.
maths and litreature.
crap shit.
i also have health screening tmr.
my backbone aint gonna be well.
sigh
hope my eyesight remains 6/06!


anyways,

- joyce, chill down.
they are immature.
just ignore them.
maybe they will feel the same when their juniors do that to them too.
- kitju! i seriously miss you sia.
you totally rock my life lor.
and now we had to be seperated
boohoohoo.
- tzyy ling, happy birthday.
- clarence, thanks for the drinks.


buhbye.


i seriously miss you.
you did not reply.
boo you.
]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]:
please, dont be the same as that ex.

i doubt you will even read these tags.
whats the point of me writing?

forget it.

anddd helllllloooooo!

im finally able to blog sia!
sighhh

my laptop hasnt been sent for re-format..
so...
then the com, the keyboard, the last row cant be typed.
like the 'z' 'x' 'c' 'v' 'b' 'n' and 'm'
so it was really hard.
and i tried to talk on msn,
i had to copy and paste the alphabets.
it was really pissing me off.
sigh...

okay.
time for grandmother stories...

hmmmms.

start from 3rd of april, wed i think.
we ran 2.4
and i thought it was the real test.
and i was running and running around the whole building of the school for 3 rounds.
and i kept pulling tzyy ling with me.
hahhahas.
it was really tiring...
i almost fainted after it cause i was so energy-less.
sighh.
it was really asshole..hahas,
and it was diff cause primary school days, we will go to the stadium and all.
i think nothing more.

4th of april, thurs.
boring usual school day.
had CO and the teacher came, surprisingly
hahahhas.
cause she like come every 1 out of 4 lessons lor.
hahahas.
and i can finally play the bar 88 well with the seniors.
as in the speed and all.
yayyyy!
im so happyyy!


4 april, fri.
mrs vannan came into class before recess and announced the names of the selected nominated SLs.
and my name wasnt one of the 10.
and truth, i was really upset the whole recess, i didnt eat.
i had no appetite.
then after recess, she came in and said that they could add in another 5 more.
yayyy!
yes, im in!
oh gosh, surprisingly lor...
hehhhs.
but there will be a camp and all to choose the final 6/7 out of the 15.
hahahhas.
tough competition sia...
sighhh.
and i heard, the camp will be held on my birthday!
damnit...
not sure, up to confirm.

oh and my group won the science centre amazing trail thingy,
we got first!
yay us!
hahahahs. i rmb it was really fun.
we ran around like crazy people.
you guys will know if you had read that previous post.
and so, i was the leader of the team..
and i had to go up to stage to collect the prize.
i shivered, up and down.
if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt be the leader lor..
sighh.
so, me, tessa, amalina and yixuan won the first prize of a $30 popular voucher.
hahahhas. thats yet to be settled cause the voucher is with mr yong, idk why.

then we celebrated zoe's birthday after school.
it was really weird.
i brought the cake i bought to school.
and left it at the drink stall's fridge until school ends.
we took it out, put the candles on the cake without it lit, sang a song, took out the candles, let zoe cut one line, and we began eating.
hahahahs,
it was really weird but i hope zoe appreciates it!
the cake was really small and expensive lor.
like, reallly miniature but it was good.
so TM, zoe, geena and me diged in and just ate really hapily.
it was greatt i tell you.
go breadtalk and buy!
the chocolate passion
hahahahs.


5 april, sat.
i ppacked my room
no, me and my sis's shared room.
then, it looks really neat and tidy and clear now, compared to the past.
seriously.
and im proud of myself!
hahahahahs.


overall.

i lost my maths textbook and my pupils diary.
and im damn upset about that.
its like...
very hard lor...
without my student diary, i cant write down all the reminders and dates of tests and all.
sighh.
then im having my maths class test soon and i dont have my textbook..
how to study sia...
asshole...
the person who stole my books, you are really lame to steal those books...
asshole...

hmmms. tests are coming up soon.
and around 3 more weeks, its the mid term exam.
im not fully prepared.
im scared.
i want good grades then my mummy promised to give me $200 bucks to spent during the great singapore sale and all.
nice nice!
but thats some studying effort i will have to put in.
siann...

im sick now.
again.
damnit.
like i was sick in feb.
and now im sick again.
all thanks to my asshole sis.
she passed the virus to everyone!
everyone, seriously.
including my mother, grandmother, me, my uncle and his little son who came last sat.
shes such a ass.
and i was given a MC, in case im not welll to go to school
so, im like coughing and coughing now.
and my voice will turn even more "man"
and the stupid boys will make fun of me again
-.-
sighhh.


i miss you is all i can say.
please, im wishing for a better.

im super suay these days.
really, superr.
i dont know why...
sighh. wheres my luck???

3 of us, TJ TM and me went to the bus stop at around 6.45
which was the normal time
then we waited and waited.
alot of buses didnt stop at all.
they just zoomed past
and there were afew mayflowerians there also.
and i had a really bad feeling..
every bus was so crowded..
like really packed..
then suddenly, 3 buses came at the same time.
then we were like, wth...
so we go up luh..
then cause it was 268,
we alighted and walked like very fast.
everyone was walking really fast.
and we stood at the security guard there,
and heard the SLs asking them to get ready.
and we were like, shit crappp.
we are late!!!!!!!!!

so i got the stupid yellow slip.
and im very very unhappy about it lor..
i wanted to keep it clear...
sighhhh.

the first period was mrs vannan.
and i was walking to the class room
and found out she was behind me.
so, i turned around and she asked me.
and i explained everything to her.a
and she was really understanding.
thanks mrs vannan!
and she asked me to go to the hall to see why my class wasnt down yet..
so ran ran, ask them come down and all.
and had lessons.
and she didnt talk about the SL thing...
sighhhhs.

then our class went to fool mrs vannan lor!
hahahhahahahahs
it was really funny...

had class photo taking today...
hahahas,
it was next to wanyi and yixuan for the formal shot.
and next to sharlene for the fun shot.
nice nice!
and we had 3 tchrs taking with us!
coolio!
like mrs vannan, mrs rum and OM ng.
hahhas, our class is special!

so, i went for detention after school
and we were asked to arrange the tables and chairs..
lol...
then we sat there for 20 mins!
:DD instead of 45!
hahahhas,
so me and TM faster went out of the classroom.
walking to school gate, it rained...
me, zoe and TM was like...
crapppp.
theres no umbrella!!!!
so we walked under the rain...
sighhh.

and reach home, i ate and fell asleep on the chair...
until 8pm lehhs!
pro me la...

bath, eat...
found out i left my student diary in the detention room i think lehh.
crap shit,
then wanna do homework,
found out i forgot to bring home maths textbook...
crapppp.

sighhh.
im super suay these days lah...

and it 2.4 tmr...
crapp shit...
my muscles ache lor..
due to the jog from AMK all the way to BISHAN.
sighhhh...
goodluck to me...


1st of APRIL.
happy aprils fool.
but i blogged this at 12 40.
so, its belated,.
hahahhas.



you smsed me something really really weird.
and i didnt know how to answer you.
it was really weird.
and its those kind of feeling that its over...
idk.
maybe its just me..
sighhh. dont ask me those qns ever again, will you?
its really really........
idk...
sigh.
is it gonna end??

my life, SUCKS.
super suay.
and you made it worse today..
please, god bless me.
i need my luck bad...