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hmmmms.

IPW-
sorry bout the post here.
i was moody that day, okay?
sorry.

ENG-
we acted a skit.
aikkein was having mood swings or what.
dont wanna act well.
then terry also cried.
but luckily he helped in the end and made the skit funny with the dustpan as the spoon and all.
hahahahhas.

CHINESE-
sighh.
what else, jian bao and all.
boring!

HOMEECONS-
the stupid ms chia didnt even say we were doing practical la!
she only told her 2 cute boys which only told the boys.
then the girls didnt know anything.
and we were asked to sit outside.
like WTF la.
that time one of her cute boy never bring also sit in class and had a free burger.
then we must sit outside.
so unfair luhh!
assssssssssssss.
but nvr mind,
we ended up saying ghost stories.
and it was so scary lah!
i was having goosebumps and all.
hahahhas.
then we saw the staircase to the fifth level one.
then very dark.
we dare not climb up and shouted instead.
hahahs.
and ran down the stairs.
hahahahas...

sighh.
my cough, sore throat and runny nose still aint getting better.
damn it.
so, i sound like a man!
and i cant sing.
sighhh.
stupid medicine.
so horrible and worst still,
eat alr no use.
urgh.

yes...
im getting better in mayflower.
with friends like wanyi, vernise, sheila and all.
met nice girls like sharlene...
unique girls like jinli...
though not close,
i think TIME STILL HEALS ALL.
so... wait lor.
hahhahas
thanks!
but CHIJOLGC and the convent spirit will always be the best!
i miss being a IJ girl...
and i met this girl,
also was from a convent school,
CHIJ TOA PAYOH
then she from another class one la..
she couldnt make it to CHIJ TOA PAYOH SEC.
wahlao.
if im her, i fly in lor.
then i ask her.
she also says its better being a IJ girl.
hhahhaas.

my results are like shit la.
damn it.
failed some.
yes, 3.
LIT, ART and HOMEECONS.
yes, my fav, home econs.
cos, for the multiple choice,
i didnt write the alphabet in CAPITAL LETTER.
and she minused mark.
make me fail.
then of course, art, i knew i was gonna fail one.
all study alr then rebounce back lor!
wasted my time.
asssssss.
lit...
sighhh.
i passed eng with flying colours and fail lit.
damn.
hahahs,
cos i forgotten the story :X
opps.
obviously, i didnt study.
except art (which is useless), homeecons (which is useless).
so, the moral of the story,
DONT STUDY FOR TESTS.
heh((((((:

hmmmmms,
something really big happened these few days.
and im damn confused about it.
sighhhh.
im afraid i will break his heart.
and on the other hand...
i kinda like him too.
but..
am i still living in the past?
or has the past left me an impact?
i seriously dont know.
sighhh.
and i am such a asshole.
sighhhh..

**he is NOT a mayflowerian!

PS. I Love You!

sighh.
carried the cello to school.
first bus too crowded until thh step there, forget it.
second bus, dont care, me, TM, TJ and geena just squeezed in.

carried it very carefully and all.
then put in class after assembly and all.

then during geog,
the teacher going through common test.
me, vernise, wanyi and sheila sat together.
we didnt care.
we were like singing and talking, except sheila.
then suddenly, BOOM.
audrey tripped over my cello and it turned sideways.
i thought it would be fine.
(it was lying down on the floor sideways, not up straight.)
then very fun.

english...
took my medicine...
which made me really drowsy the rest of the day...
music...
funn.
mr lam is such a joker and such a sicko.
hahhahas

then i went for lunch with ZOE(: and TM(:

and i went for CO.
i carried my cello to the classroom.
i open and see the string like come out.
then i see carefully...
the bridge broke into half.



the wood thing there? thats the bridge.

HALF! last time is like only come out of the strings.
now whole thing came out and broke into half!
and i was really really shocked and scared.
sighh.
i told my senior and she was like... nvm. tell the cello leader, jessie, who is kinda fierce one.

then the cello senior, dont know how to fix, say tell quater master, or something like that, clarence, who is in charge of the whole cello and double bass.

i even scared.
then the teacher came.
and i had to share cello with ya yun and ... (opps. i forgot her name :X)
IM SO SRY.
then we were tested and all.
then 3 of us go out... practice on our own while tchr teach the seniors.
then like the tchr forgot abt us la!
left us there till the end of the lesson.
but it was fun! :DDDDDDDDDD

then clarence came from his oral or what.
WAH! he good mood sia.
he didnt scold me leh!
whoooo.
but that has caused me to have a phobia of bringing the cello back home.
sighhhh.
i dont dare le...

then took bus home with senior zhi xin.
alighted, it was drizzling so i walk.
then halfway up the overhead bridge, it rained la!
the i faster run up, across and down to a shelter.

walk walk.
then rain smaller, i run.
then the rain bigger again.
-.-
like purporsely one la!
urgh
so whole body,whole bag wet.

sighhh,
then take the lift up, there is sun!
WTF.

ate at TJ's house, her father cooked, which is super nice okayy.
tskkkkk.
thanks alot!


sighhhh......
smth happened...
and im not sure abt it.
it is too rushed, isnt it?
or am i still thinking of the past?
idk...
im confused.
and i dont know what to do alrdy.

ZOE NG ZU ER,
DONT YOU DARE AH..
I WILL KILL YOU ONE..
AND YOU ARE MY BESTEST FRIEND!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

i didnt swim today.
and i felt like swimming when i saw my grp swimming.
damn it...

school school...
same old boring...
and after CCM, i went to take bus.
then cos it was double decker...
so i went up..
and i sawww.

BOLLY!
whoohooos.
we were like so happy and excited.
then she said i looked weird...
yeah yeahh. im not in a pinafore anymore...
unlike you la... RAFFLES GIRLS...
tskkk.

hahhahas.
damn happy lor
then we talked and talked.
and i think i pangseh sheila and xenia for awhile.
im sry sheila and xenia...

hahahahs.
then we talked and talked.
((((((((((((:

have to carry cello to school tmr.
dammnn it...
im so lazyyy.
i wanna take a cabbbbbbb.
damn it.
sighh.

awwwww.
someone confessed to me.
hahs.
so sweeet..

ooolala. im in the moon..
hahahs.
but i dont really know my feelings about him leh.
dammn it...
i donnt know.
CONFUSED.

i think im still stuck in the dark about him..
joyce, how?

falling sick sucks.
these few days, if you see all the tissue around, its me okayy.
urghh.
my nose is gonna drop and my throat is gonna burst.
damn it..
hate it...

YAY! IM NOT GOING FOR SWIMMING TOMORROW!
whoohoos!

very very well done...
IM SICK!
like... damn it.

woke up at 11 to go toilet.
then went back to bed.
and kept sleeping till 2.
woahh.
was really tired i dunno why.
then mummy ask me go tuition
i dont want.
sick alr still go...
later pass germs...
and besides, i dont have the mood to study.
go alr also waste time...and money.

phlegm, mucus...
tissues.
yuckk,
damn horrible.
damn uncomfortable.
swallow also very pain.
damn it.
and im fcuking hungry now...
urghhh

have to bring back cello tmr.
damn it.
i dunno where to put during norning assembly leh.
damn...
lynetteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

someone, entertain me...

OMGOMG.

i went out with risse and manda to plaza today.
yes, plaza, joyce.
i know what youre thinking right now, joyce.
damn it.

we watch P.S I Love You.
manda kept thinking of something...
no, SOMEONE.
and the movie was really confusing.
so we ended up talking and all.
and it was really cold.
but the ending was touching.
i teared...
yeahh.

then we went toilet...
walked up down around plaza.
and outside cartel, we saw a bunch of boys.
and yes,
giorgio, greg, kjun was all i could see.
and cherisse and manda was like OMG OMG and all.
then cherisse stepped on my toe which is like fcuking painful and all.
then they just cant stop OMGoshing.
manda couldnt stop hallucinating.
omg... all was like... fated luhh.
same time same place...
urgh.

luckily, someone wasnt there
*cheryl winks to joyce*
yes, HIM.
he wasnt there.
hahas. lucky me.
or it would be really weird and all...

then risse said they saw a girl...
which i didnt see.
cause it all happened too fast.
hahahahs,.
then went swensense eat.
and manda was so quiet.
awwwww.
hallucinating is what she said...
aiya...
it was all fated, i guess.

hmmms.
CAs are over!
yayy!

today was....
i dont know how to say.
i was waiting in the bus stop with someone for like 1 hour..
hahahahs.
didnt know why i did that too though...
gosh.

i carried my cello home yesterday.
was really heavy.
i carried till my muscles are aching now...
urghh.
and i will have to carry it back on monday.
sighh.
everyone was looking at me and all.
then somemore it was the after-work period so there was alot of people.
and everyone was seeing...
i felt so weird but i just talked to sheila..
aiyaa.
so heavy lor.
damn it.

GOSH.
the fcking chinese test is damn hard la.
darn mr kim.
like i didnt understand the stupid passage.
and i just filled in the one thats sounds better though i dont know how to read it.
WOW.
im gonna flock.
and the stupid "zao ju" came out the single phrase that i dont know how to sentence it.
XIONG YOU CHENG ZHU.
(paiseh. havent download the chinese in my laptop)
so, i wrote crap. yes, crap.
like... YAY!

the english was okay...
thanks mrs vannan!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

tomorrow is maths and lit.
yes, the subjects i suck in.
im gonna fail lit for sure.
as for maths, it depends on my luck.

talking about maths,
i forgot got homework!
shit it.

BYEBYE...
*cheryl zooms off to her maths homework and continues to curse the tchr for giving homework*

doesnt it look good? heh.



yup
i baked.
instead of studying for my common this coming week.
damn it.
im so dead...
sighh.
nvm...

listening to muttons now.
really tired...
so not gonna blog... heh.









^^^
what geena gave me for valentines.
really cute.
thanks.

WHOOHOOS.
happy valentines all.

hahhahahs.
cello senior gave me chocolates.
thanks senior :D
geena gave me a really cute fan.
thanks geena :D
and i have nothing for them...
so paiseh lor.

lynette was teaching me how to read the notes and all during CO today.
and it sucks.
but, thanks lynette :D

anyways, HAPPY VALENTINES ALL!
MUACKS!

im waiting...

Blardy hell you
Made me wait for you in the morning thought you would call like normal.
But you didn’t.
And I called your house and your mum said that you have gone.
Asshole.I had to go myself and so late.
I was so afraid, I walked damn fast okay.
All your fault lah
And when I reach YCK swimming complex,
I saw you infront walking with your dear friend.
I was fcuking angry cans?
Made me wait for nothing.
So I just walked past you like no one cares.

(if you are reading)
Now you understand why I just walked past you like that?
I thought it was all over.
But it aint.
Its alright if you don give me the pressie anymore…

FORGET IT...

ITS....





im not wanting alot for this valentines.
just....
maybe...
pherhaps...
IDK X)

gosh.
he talked to me on msn.
like... kinda surprised.
but it was just some normal topics.
awwww.


my heart never changes...

im waiting for that very day...

gosh.
im so gonna add another few more kilograms.
due to all the food i have eaten the past few days.
steamboat, abalone, all the new year goodies and all.
gosh..
and somemore, my suana was cancelled leh.
darn it.
kit ju, u hurt me emotionally, physically and mentally.
hahs...
sighh...

all angpaos are coming to the close end.
and i havent gotten alot this year.
due to not being arnd during "chu yi"
which is the first day when everyone came.
they came at the wrong time lor...
darnit.
if i was there, i would get another 100plus okay...
confirm luh...
tsk... so upset ):
but at the same time, i have gotten alot of malaysian ringgit angpaos..
like 100 plus. haha
but, 100RM is still smaller than $100SD.
urghhh.
but, nevermind, its past.

past few days... ate, sleep, bainian and of course, GAMBLING!
heh...
mahjong and ban luck...
i won money.
yes, WON.

heh... its really funn.
:D
but alls coming to an end.
and in total, i have collected about $400SD and 100+RM.
heh.
and the next thing i have to do is to debate with mummy on how much im gonna put in my bank.
and i so have to win.
heh.
i dont care...
:P

i am gonna pack my bag and do some assessments.
yes, u didnt read wrongly, assessments.
not forced, willingly.
cos i did badly in the mini maths test.
which is added to CA marks.
so i have to try harder on the CA papers next week.
like.. damn.
but, if i score well for my maths CA,
a new camera is coming my way :D
heh...
yeah, there a motive.

and im so hooked on to mahjong till i play online mahjong.
for free!
heh.
byeeeeeeeeee

school starts tmr.
damn it.
i hate going to school
i have barely any friends.
and everytime reccess, i will go with zoe.
and now without geena,
i will be alone when zoe has something on.
and the truth, two of us aint very fun.
and i feel bad because she has to go recess with me and not being able to go with her friends.
im sry zoe.
i hate going to school
i want to go back to OLGC.
those times...

hmmms.

shake hand,
say happy new year,
take over the angpao,
say thank you.

thats what i have been doing these few days.
hahs.
but still, i have got quite afew le.
kinda contended.
heh.
but its gonna end soon...

the new year will be over soon.
tmr is sun.
then mon = school = boo.
and all.
so tiring.

tmr's outing is cancelled.
and im so sad.
emotionally, physically, mentally and all.
sigh.
but, nvm... i shall go continue collecting my angpaos.
hahs.

anyway, i will have to do my maths later...
sian!
maths... yucks.

ME AND MY BESTESTTTTTTTTT TEACHER!



ME AND MY BESTESTTTTTTTTT FRIEND!


WOAH,
First of all,
HAPPY CHINESE
NEW YEAR ALL!
:D:D
Heh.

YESTERDAY.
Hmmms.
First CNY celebration in mayflower..
Began with the chinese orchestra’s performance which was great.
Then there were all the performances from all the CCA and all.
And this time, there is the REAL LION DANCE
Unlike in OLGC, kitju, huiwen and all will act up
Hahahs…

Then went OLGC to see teachers.
Saw afew old friends.
And the school is still renovating.
Like… what the hell.
Unfair!
Sigh. ¼ of the amt is by we the batch of p6 last year lor.
And I had a gooood chat with my dear ms yang.
Hhahahs. We talked about quite a lot.
And we took some pictures tmr.
Hehs.

And I went into Malaysia myself with sis.
We didn’t take the bus to the Malaysia custom.
We walked!
If you all know la,
Its kinda long..
And it was like in the afternoon so it was hot and all.
But it was near the sea and the view was quite nice
Hahs.
Then met with daddy and mummy and we chiong to pontian.
Had a nice steamboat dinner.
With my lovely prawns and abalone..

TODAY.

Woke up at dunno what time.
And we started playing mahjong.
Funn leh!
I keep winning.
Cos I got a lot of the “fei”
Then damn shiok.
And the best, : we bet with money de.
So very nice lor.
We ate lunch,
Went to visit some other friends and family.
= took more angpao.
Came out to Singapore.
Bainian with granny
Daddy and mummy.
So…
I cant wait for tomorrow.
MORE ANGPAOS!

Gosh. Im money face :X


HAPPY NEW YEAR.
GONG XI FA CAI.
ALL THE BEST!

YAYYER.
wednesday is coming.
and oh, manda, youre always so sweet.
heh.

Lit test is like... gosh. im so gonna fail canns.
urgh.
got back my maths test
and im darn careless lor!
damn it la...
lost so much marks leh.
and the worst is, it is counted in my CA.
damn!
i so have to work harder for CA test.

went out yesterday to orchard...
and, i wanted to buy havaianas.
then mummy says that i should buy with my money.
and i was in a mood swing.
so i was so upset.
then she asked if i want.
and i fcuking said no.
urghhh.
so... bye havaianas.
i made the worst decision to have a mood swing then.
)):
but i still bought a slipper from mondo.
heh.
and i ate fried mars with ice cream
which was damn good lor.
and that explains why i needa go to the sauna badly.
understand, joyce?
hahs...

was asked to do some stupid art thing.
and must ans one of the qns that goes like this:
3) who do you admire, like most so far in MFSS.

and i was like...
ewwwe. no.
and my art tchr says that if u dont write, she will minus 10 marks (marks are counted for CA)
and i didnt care.
but i wrote something.
*secret*
hehs.
there aint any attractive guys here in MFSS though.
so... *laughs*

IMY.
viewed my profile and ran...
sigh.

i seriously hate someone very much.
urgh...
you are so dumb cannns?
i shall just see how long it will last.
and i believe its not gonna last long.
are you coming back to us?
i seriously don understand why u like her...
and you prefer her to us...
you are such an idiot.
you pretend you don see us arnd.
and so we do the same.
don come to me on weds anymore...
i don wanna waste my time...
(kinda obvious, but i dont care. it just doesnt go into her head)

im bored.
rotting at home as usual.
and i havent do my tuition hw!
hahahs.
who cares, i will do it later...
new yrs coming...
and i am a very good girl helping mummy put up all the boring decorations.
and after a longgg time talking and persuading,
mummy is gonna buy new decos.
hahs.
like... FINALLY!
every year the same...
i put up until i so sian.
i bet all my relatives thinks so too.
yuckkk.
having my grandmother being the biggest among her sibilings,
my house will be filled with relatives every year, coming to visit her.
and thats good!
cause it means more angpaos for me
:D
heh...
nah...
CNY is really nice...
seeing all my relatives and all,
its really fun...
hmmmms.

having reunion dinner on tuesday...
with my uncles and aunties...

then gonna go m'sia with my sissy ourselves on wed.
and daddy will be waiting for us at m'sia custom...
then we will have a 1 hour drive back to pontian and have the second reunion dinner...
and the food there is simply greaattt.
i mean,
people there aint rich.
but the food there can be simple ans seriously good...
and i will also get more angpaos and of course play with my cousins.
heh..
im still a kid okayy...
so i love to mix arnd with my cousins
(the pic on top :D)

then i will come back out to singapore to bai nian and all the crap...

i simply cant wait for wed and sun!
esp sun...
heh...
im gonna go ________'s house to bainian.
and thats an extra angpao.
heh...
then we will go out
THE THREE MUSKETEERS!
movies, lunch, and all.
simply enjoyable.

*sry we didnt ask you along.
im simply didnt want.
its not their decision.
its mine.
i dont want it to be so awkward.
and i believe everything is the same w/o you.
and you can just go with your friends and your boyfriend.
i simply dont wanna care anymore.

Gosh.

seriously, hates my sister.
she is like freaking clever canns.
she spoiled the computer, which i dont know how,
and she deleted my account on my laptop.
i was flaring when i found out lor.
all my pictures and musics are gone.
urghh. damn it...
then have to restart everything.
and i lost all my pictures.
))))):
it like.. with al my primary mates and all.
all gone.
god damn her.
she nvr does anything that is helping me.
forget it...

sigh...
ytd... had CO...
then we were asked to sit on the floor.
and everything was so solemn..
everyone was so quiet.
and i didnt know why.
hahs. like some dumbass...
then the instructor said about a senior, david lee, who passed away in an car accident.
sec 3s began crying and all.
everything was so touching canns.
i was holding back my tears...
could feel the sadness and all..
sigh...
then...
i dont wanna continue with this "then".

hahs. had home econs test today.
i know i did okay. cos i studied lor!
hahas..
and LIT test next Monday.
like...SHIT.
i hate LIT...

hehs. chinese new yr coming le!

er.... OLGCIANS, lets go back on the wed! (:
our juniors will end school arnd 10 plus if im not wrong.
idk.
but lets all meet and go see hows the school coming up with new facilities and all..
then go visit teachers lor.
hahas.
:D:D cantttttttt waittttttttttt!


*** someone is fcuking bossy in class canns.
yuckk.