some kind how..
the feeling is fading..
idk..
what happens the next time i see you?
or will i even see you again?
you name has been mentioned so many times.
and i always have to act like i dont give a damn.
but deep there, the heart is beating really fast and hard...
idk..
why didnt i treasure you this much before?
and regretted only when youre gone?
are you really gone for good?
why did you even bother to wish me?
answer those questions, would you?

replay those memories one more time...... please?
ILYIMYINYIWY.
iloveyouimissyouineedyouiwantyou.

tagged by: VIRGINIA
INSTUCTIONS:remove one question from the above quiz and add in your personal question , then tag 8 person in your list.List them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he or she has been tagged, whoever does the tag will be blessed forever.

Q1) Have you seen a miracle happening in your life?
ans: ehh.. nope.

Q2) What is the thing you want most now?
ans: sweet msgs :X

Q3) What are the goals you want to achieve in your life?
ans:

Q4) If you had a one wish to wish for, what would it be?
ans: moneyyy. im utterly brokee ):

Q5) What are you afraid to lose now?
ans: myy bestest bestest friends

Q6) Do you believe in eternal love?
ans: nopeee, somehow..

Q7) If you meet someone will you confess to him/her?
ans: hehs, done before.. idkkk. depends luh (:

Q8) What is in your mind?
ans: can i dont do my homework?

Q9) What type of person do you hate most?
ans: assholes.

Q10) Would you cherish every friendship of yours?
ans: ehhh.. yeahh.

Q11) What if you are getting tired of everything, would you just give up?
ans: idk if im thatt strong to persevere till the endd.. XD

Q12) Would you give up your everything to save someone important to you one day?
ans: yess

Q13) What do you want your friendship to be like?
ans: trust, understanding, no secrets.

Q14) What is your favourite hobby?
ans: play eat sleep XD

Q15) Which country do you wish to go most?
ans: rome(:

Q16) If you feel low one day, who will you go to?
ans: kitju/joyce/geena/six budddds. (:

Q17) Will you give up everything for the person you love?
ans: ayyyye. i think so.. depends..

Q18) If you have the permission to destroy someone/thing. what would it be?
ans: truth.

Q19) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
ans: yeah.

people i have tagged.
ayyye, as stated at Q16 (:
* auto abit la, lazy to tag youu

SHARLENE's QUIZ.

10 facts about meee:

1) LOVESS FOODD =D
2) BIG FAT PIG XD
3) SUPER LAZYY :X
4) UTTERLY BROKE ):
5) CRAVING FOR SHOPPING :D
6) REALLYYY UGLLYY 8(
7) HATES THE TRUTH :/
8) SUUPER STUPID ={
9) HAVING SEXY VOICE AGAIN -.-
10) MISSING HIMM(:

okayyys..

firstly, before i forget..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PEKPEK!
hope you liked the present we got for you and all(:

ayye.
sick again.
like.. freakshit...
my voice is super horrible now..
like seriously changed...
urghhh.

after pon-ning CO for 2 times,
(eh...nono, i nvr pon! i got mc okayy.)
its time i attend it tmr..
cant wait to scare them with my voice seh..
hahahhahas.
cooolio!

anyway,
as i said.. sickk..
then still got so much homework which i havent started.. :X
but will try to finish it by next week..
heh.. im lazy la, you cant blame me for that.
hahahs.

then i have got so much things to do..
and i am super fat now..
shit crapp.
then everytime i wanna go exercise,
i will make excuses for myself like..
" im sick.. later faint again.." or " aiya, tmr la..."
shit me..
im like seriously fat..

crap shit.
i just cant stop craving for food...

ayyye.
im fatt.

put-ted back the tagboard.
yeah, the old one cause im too lazy to do a new one.
ayye.
another time lahh.
bare with it now(:

errm.
gonna do a birthday wrap up soon(:

somehow i have a feeling that you know about this blog..
ayye. idk..
imissyou...

Ayyye

Yeah, im 13 now..
Hahhas.
Im oldd.
Boooooo.

SCHOOL
Okay.
Erm..
Lots of people wished me early in the morning.
Hahahs.
Then on the way to school..
I was carrying so many things like a horrible aunty.
Luckily geena helped me carry some..
Thanks!

then recess time, wanyi, sharlene they all bought me a mango cake..
then mrs vannan was there also..
hahhas. They put the cake on the table..
so nice…
made me so surprised..
then they lighted the cake but it blew off afterwards.
Hahahahs.
They sang me happy birthday really loudly..
Then so many people was looking..
Make me so awkward and touched lor..
Almost cried but I tried not to..
So.. yeahh.
Then I pretended to blow off the candles as they asked..
And also cut the cake..
Then stupid Jeremy go move me hand and thought it would hit my face.
Hahhahah! Luckily it didn’t!
But it ended on the chair instead..
Hahhahas. Wasted…
Then we played with some cream and all.
Hahahhahas.
Thanks a lot, seriously, 1 diligent.
Then more presents and all.

Report book returned..
Quite okay with it la.
Class position was alright..
And the difference between me and the one above me is like zero point something percent only????
Urghhh.

SL CAMP
we played games..
called… er… something like alien attack.
Aiya, forgotten.
Then we played water bombs.
I only got wet on the legs and shoes.
So I was quite lucky.
Then in the end, I had one water bomb, jinli had one water bomb.
And we decided to let each other bomb each other!
So I smacked it right to her body and she was wet!
Hahahhas.
Then she bomb me…
She cant aim lor!!
Hahhahas.
She bombed my right thigh only!
Hahhahahahs.

Then don’t know do what la..
Ermm.
11.30 lights out.
Me, jinli and Virginia slept together!
( no actions involved, dont worry)
We fell asleep really soon..
So.. yeah.

Then 4am plus, they wake us up.
Never even brush teeth!
Say got something happened.
Then we counted and found one boy from my group missing!
Then they say people reported that they saw white figures at the 4th level there..
Then 2 by 2, they called one boy one girl out.
Then I was called out with jie chern.
And the wanling say “ if you hear anything or see anything, don’t be too scared.. don’t turn back and keep walking!”
That totally freaked me out luh.
The school was totally black,
Seriously.
The only lights on was the exit sign ones.
Then Derek brought us to the stairs.
He says the we are changing the sleeping place. But they cant bring one by one so we have to go ourself!
And says to follow the light sticks.
I almost cried then lor.
Then he walked away.
I was really really scared.

So me and jiechern walked to the theaterette slowly.
I was holding to his arm lor.
Then we went in, no one was inside.
Then it was so dark! I saw a guy.
So I didn’t know whether it was my eyes or real.
Then there was a tick tock tick tock sound.
Then it was mr chng.
Wahlao.
Then he ask us to put down our bags and we have to continue to make out way to 4th level ourself.
I was really scared already..
Then we followed the light sticks..
I was grabbing to jiechern’s shirt.
Then there was a pair of slippers..
Then there was people like ghosts sitting on the floor with their heads down..
Then at the science lab there, a guy was hiding behind the wall and he boooed me!
Wah! I screamed lor!
Then he saw alr he laugh.
Then say “ wah, you all couple ah? Hold hands…”
I was so scared.. “you shut up luh! Scare people!”
Then we continued, but more carefully.. walking slowly.
Then there were girls using their long hair to cover their face and all..
Really scary lor!

Then there was this place, where the girls have to write their names on ice cream sticks then have to go into the toilet..
I was sooooo freaked out.
Luckily, the behind team managed to catch up!
So I went in with the girl..
Suddenly, the sound of the flushing.
Then we kicked the door with the lightstick and put in the ice cream stick.
Then I talked to the “ghost” and asked where to go.
Then she replied!
Hahahahhas.
Then we continued and finally ended at the assembly court!
Wah, I heaved a very big sigh of relief lor.

Then we stayed up..
Do exercise..
Then later got the interview and all..
I think I did okay la..

Then went home at 11 plus 12.
Hahahhas.
Super tired lor.
Like sleep only 4 hours!?!???!?!
So I slept straight away..


OUTING

Went out with kitju, geena and joycee!
Hahahahs.
Took neoprints though it’s a waste of money...
Watched movie.. ate sakae and all.
Then I was feeling unwell luh.
Then we all made this name keychain thing.
So now, the four of us has it!
Hahahhas.
Ayyye, I love them loads luh..

Went home and I felt feverish..
Slept…
And woke up at 12..
Unwell, so I didn’t go for CO practice today.
Ayyye. Seeing a doctor later..
Sian..

All im capable of is falling sick!
Shit crap..

You wished me..
And I was over the moon…

yeah, deleted the tagboard.
cause got spammed again.
whatever la.
whoever it is, i've got no mood to bother about you and you can just think however you like.

CO today was really..
idk what to say.
something "big" happened.
but i promised not to tell.

they also sang a birthday song for me.
hahs, but it was really pathetic.
then me and felicia played "happy birthday" on the cello.
hahs.
thanks anyway.

also cried afew times during CO.
idk why.
maybe because i see peiqi cry or what la.

anyway,
my phone is left with mrs vannan!!
urgh.
fcuk..
so, dont bother smsing..
(:

SL camp.
gotta pack..

more things but i dont wanna spill it out here..
ayye.

having badd mood swings these days.
so if i suddenly just scold or do anything to you, im sorry okay?

ayye.

i hate my birthday.
like seriously...

soo much things, so little time.
like fcukshit okay?

that stupid SL camp simply spoiled everything luh.
like... i could have gone to OLGC and celebrate with them or whatever..
shit luh.
now all can do is to celebrate in that freaking camp that will be physically demanding as it claims -.-
but im really afraid..
have been having breathing difficulties these few days, even just after climbing a overhead bridge.
yes, im very weak. i know.

like today, playing power ball...
it was really funn!
but i felt so giddy after it..
ayyyye. im dead..

mummy daddy doesnt know about this breathing problem..
cause i find it very hard to communicate with them.
maybe its just me..
mum just scolded me.. saying i have attitude problems.. -.-
like.. wth..

this yr's birthday is like shit.
like my dad doesnt care much.. cause he says that birthdays aint important.
and also, we'll be getting back our report books...
like.. crap shit la okay?
like no matter how pleased im with my marks, he doesnt know..

i will also have to celerate my birthday later.
mum doesnt know what to buy for me this year.
infact, everyone doesnt know what to buy for me..
ayyye. overall, it would be better not collecting la...

super pissed...
like my sis is pissed cause she doesnt know what to get me...
and when she asks me, i also dont know what i want...
like.. wtf? my fault ah?

idk.. i dont like it at all..
and everyone is like so bo lui...
and...

idk la...

aiya, just dont get me any presents la..

i'll just have a boring birthday.
its not as if i never had it before..
last year, i was like fucking sick??!?!?
so it was also postponed and all..
and on that very day of my birthday, i was lying in bed like a corpse.

so, it wont make much difference also..

i hate it..
not in the mood to celebrate it anymore.
super sian.

23rd may will just be another ordinary day for me.

poof.
went dazu today.
just came back.
really tired.. ayye.

hmmms.

my laptop is turning crazy right now.
urgh.
freakshit.

ms goh let us do a stupid worksheet today.
super stupid.
that song was super gay.
the singer was gay-er.
we all thought he was a man.
but it turned out that he (or is it she?) is a female!
hahahhs.

lunch was nice..
i ate 3 drumsticks!
urgh.
im fat, super fat...
like..
it was really wonderful luh!
thanks jinli for 1 of it!
hahahhas.

CO is really nice luh.
hahhs.
no wonder they gotten a gold.
wooof.
yay!

SL camp in 3 days...
i havent pack my bag.
ayye.
im simply too lazy..
anyone willing to help?
hahs.

you know what?!?!??!
i just found out something.
almost the whole cello group is like.. fcuking smart people.
like...
cailin is top 5 of the whole sec 2 exp cohort (she doesnt wanna tell which position!)
then felicia is another smart one.. top her class, top few of level too!
lynette, zhixin, all top 10 in their clas!
and now, xiangli is also doing super well in class.
freakshit.
i feel so dumbb.
urgh.

like some people who scored lower then me for PSLE is now doing so much better..
and those who scored same as me also got better marks..
ayye, im super dumb luhh.
likee... so embarrassing..
ayye, cheryl has got to pull up her socks before she goes downhill..
hahahas.
(mrs goh, i'll rmb your fav sentence!)

erm.
someone is totally freaking me out in msn.
like..
urghh
you know luh.
boys..
ayye.
but i rejected luh.. of course.
freak shit..
:D

3 more days!
cant wait.

the previous time the same thing happened,
you sent me something really sweet.
but now,
theres nothing and i have to face it alone..
ayye...

REPLIES:

cheryl(: - geena : okay okay! dont have to use the f word la.
cool luh.. kidding. hahahs. unless you really want.. awww.
cheryl(: - joyce : aiya... you nvr ask me mah... hahahahs. too badd lor. youre still highest what.. tskk.
cheryl(: - aikkein : o... kayy... hahahs.
cheryl(: - jinli : hahhas. 1) im not chio. 2) ILY too!
cheryl(: - fiorina : wow! how did you find me?!?!? hahahhas. gossh. LINKED! and sati is like.. wahlao. how many ages ago! crazy luh! who will fall for him right?!?!? urghh! hahahs.